Why does it have to be this way

Why does it have to be this way? Is sex not god’s gift for everyone? ……how can infidelity are justified? Or is my own philosophy wrong…philosophy that sex is only a chapter in the book of marriage and that one never throws away the book just coz one chapter is not right?????………..these were the lines of my thought when the calling for boarding of ae278 to Mumbai brought me back to where I was. I was at the boarding lounge for first class passengers at Kuala Lumpur international airport waiting to go on a much needed holiday to Mumbai.

Holidays and vacations had been a distant thought due to the heavy schedules, deadlines and pressures that I meet as the managing director of a construction company. At 45, I had everything going on right in my life….well almost everything. Guess god never gives us a complete life as he is afraid we might forget him. That’s why perhaps he has given me money and power but has taken away what I love a lot – good, loving passionate sex from my better half. He gave me someone who had no interest in sex and thought sex is something extremely dirty. And neither has my nature betrayed me for I have always stayed close to my philosophy that sex is only a chapter in the book of marriage and that it is wrong to throw away the book because one chapter is not interesting. I have always done my best to conform to my wedding vows for better or for worst, thru richness or poverty, till death do us part. Have never forced my wants desires and needs onto my other half. For me it must be with love and passion. In a way I should be thankful for that as I dived right into my work and gave it undivided attention to this point where I could only have dreamt off ten years ago.

I picked up my briefcase and headed towards gate 37. The gate that would take me to realizing a fantasy which I had planned for since 6 months ago. A fantasy that would make my life complete. A fantasy that would fly me thru the skies to completeness in having lived this life.

Shortly after takeoff, the stewardess serves the menu for our meal. I make my choice and order a gin tonic to accompany me. The stewardess, a pretty young lady with lovely eyes, pouting sexy lips with a beautiful face that would bring about a smile in anyone’s face served my dinner. She had a figure to behold the breath of anyone, nice 36d breasts firm, and an hourglass figure, with sexy round buttocks and shapely legs to complement her stature. Her big round blue eyes that had a magical sparkle that could melt a thousand hearts captivated me. It melted mine and I sank into a world of naughty thoughts and wondered what it would be like to have those eyes looking into mine after having had a gratifying round of hot passionate sex. Wow!!! My loins began to stir but my head had better control to rationalize the situation and the unnecessary pressure I would be bring onto myself thinking of things that might not materialize even though there are many stories of how meetings a few thousand feet above sea level had ended up in the same room on the same bed later. Wondered if I had that good fortune. Anyway no venture no gain!

I started my conversation with her and she ended up being good company for the three and a half-hour flight. We spoke about many things and from the conversations I gathered that she would be spending two nights in Mumbai. That’s food for thought indeed………….

Landing around midnight in Mumbai, I was met by long time friend Arvin prakash who was himself a very successful entrepreneur in Mumbai. He being connected in immigration and customs made my passageway thru airport clearance much easier and smooth. In no time I was checked into a five star hotel with an executive suite that would be my home for the next fourteen days. A home that would see me thru my fantasy which I had discussed with Arvin. Infact Arvin had made all required arrangements and he briefed me on what is to happen and how it will happen. He confirms having found the right person who would help me see my fantasy thru. After a brief drink Arvin excuses himself with the promise that he’ll meet me for breakfast and run thru the details of his plan with me.

Lying in my bed after shower brings santhya…the stewardess with gorgeous eyes…… into my mind. I call front office and give the name of the hotel she had given me and ask them to connect me to the hotel. A sexy voice answers and says that santhya is having her shower. I leave my number asking for her to return call.

Sleep almost took over when it was disturbed by the ringing of my hotel phone. “Hai…santhya here.” My heart skipped a beat and almost got dumbfounded but managed a return greeting. After some talk about arrivals and settling in almost fell off my bed when she said that she is not sleepy and agreed to my invitation for a drink. Since her hotel was not far from where I was, within half an hour of our conversation we were sitting facing each other at the coffeehouse at her hotel. We chatted for about an hour and by then I had held her hand (on the pretext of being able to read palm) through our conversation I learnt that she was only 27 and that this was her 6th year in flying. She was still single and so on…….. We then decided to retire and I escorted her to her room. This was something very new to me and was standing like an idiot when she lurched forward and planted a quick kiss on my lips. That was all I needed. I got close to her and wrap my arms round her, which she responds with a hand-lock round my neck. We pull each other closer and her breasts are crushed against my chest while my thighs slide between her legs and is pressed against her mounds. My cock, pressed against her loins, starts growing with the passion of our locked lips, tongues playing and sucking each other igniting the flame of passion in us. A long lingered hot kiss and gentle caress and squeezing of her sexy round buttocks fuels the flames further as she locks her left leg behind me. We are completely lost in our own world of passion as we respond feverishly to the kissing making my cock grow hard and feel the heat emitted from her loins on my thighs. We continue with the kiss with her back pressed against the door to her room under the perfect cover of semi darkness the corridor of the hotel had to offer. The kiss broken and I stare into her dreamy blue eyes and as if she knew what was on my mind responds with “I would love it if you’d nudge me instead of calling me for breakfast” and we slide into her room.

With a “please do not disturb” sign left on the locked door, I press her against the wall and we kiss with much passion and hunger as my right hand caresses her asscheeks and my left hand working its way to her breasts. “Ummmph…….” Escapes her locked lips as I gently massage her right breast and twig her nipples into its awakening. We slowly move across the room to her bed and slide onto her bed without breaking our lip lock or our passionate embrace. I shift my kisses to her neck and her ears and gently lick and suck her ear to her response of “ummmpppppphhhhh……arghhhhhhh” I continue sucking and jabbing my tongue into her ear and slowly move to her neck. Sucking and gently biting into her soft flesh while trailing her neck with just the edge of my tongue, dragging it all from her neck to her forehead, eyes cheeks and her mouth. Our lips are pressed harder against each other and our hands grope one another with wild pace. We roll over. It’s her turn to kiss me, twigging my nipples and driving me wild. She then sits on my belly and we look lovingly into each other’s eyes as my hands began to unzip her and remove her tops. I sit up with her on my lap facing me and we kiss again while ~I unhook her black bra and relieve her breasts of its entrapment. She pulls my t-shirt off me and we embrace again, our passion fueled further by the first contact of our bare skin. Its electrifying shocks send our lust to further heights of passion. Kissing and trailing my mouth slowly towards her breasts, biting and nibbling her wonderful soft skin from her shoulders to her neck, I run the tip of my tongue around her left nipple while her right nipple is attended to by my right hand which is kneading and squeezing her left breasts. “Ohhhhhhh…..ahhh…..squeeze it darling. Your hands feel so good on my breasts……….ahhhhhh. Harder please! I continue sucking and squeezing both her breasts and her hand pulls my head into her breasts while running her fingers thru my hair. I lower her onto the mattress and continue sucking, biting and pulling at her nipple which by now has become erect, protruding from her hard firm breasts. My right hand slips into her pants, moving south seeking the ultimate palace of pleasure. I continue kissing, sucking and kneading her breasts while my fingers ravages thru her pubic hair in search of her love mound. I find her enlarged clit and rubbing it makes her go crazy. “Ohhhhhhh…darlings please don’t stop …” I squeeze her clit gently with my fingers and continue rubbing it before entering a finger first into her wet juicy hot love tunnel. She’s very tight there and her cunt muscles grip my fingers as it goes into the depths of her flooded canal. I pull out my fingers and lick the juices clean, the aroma and texture of her thick juices catapulting my desire to lick and suck her hot, wet love palace. I position myself between her legs admiring her half naked body before slowly pulling her pants down over her hips, she lifts her hips to accommodate removing her pants and I throw it onto the floor. My angel is now only in her sexy panty. I lean forward and kiss and suck her nipples and continue licking and kissing downward towards her belly. Stopping for a moment to dip my tongue into her sexy belly button. My fingers hook onto the elastic top of her panty and slowly drag her panty off her torso. I sit and admire my angel’s well-trimmed pubic mound for a moment absorbing the sweet smile across her face. I smell her pussy juice drenched part of her panty and suck it before tossing it on the floor. Its intoxicating aroma sending my cock into overdrive. Without wasting another moment, I lift her toes up to my mouth and began sucking her toes sending her into a frenzy of delight. “ummmmmpppppphhhhhhh…….. “ as my fingers side into the warmth of her wet love tunnel as she lifts her hips in an attempt to swallow my fingers in as deep as possible. I rub her clit with my thumb as my fingers commence its journey in and out of her wet dripping pussy making her squirm in ecstasy. I kiss and suck my way up her beautiful slender legs. Nibbling all the way from her ankles, to behind her knees and her soft inner thighs and finally at her pelvic joint. As I inch closer to her pussy, she lifts her hips and pulls my head towards her pussy. “Please eat my pussy darling……hmmmm… eat me baby….. Don’t tease me…….” At this point it seemed more a torture for me to refrain from eating her pink wet pussy than it is for her. Unable to hold back any further, I run my tongue from her asshole to the top of her clit up…down…up…down as if I am painting her pussy with my tongue. I then sip my tongue in between her pussy lips and suck each pussy lip gently with my tongue licking the in-between wet flesh, tasting her wetness. Her wet juice drives my libido to heights of pain but I remain steadfast on pleasuring my darling angel. I push her knees towards her breasts and open up her pussy lips licking her pussy with much vigor and commitment to pleasure, sending her “ahhhhhhh…….” While pulling my head towards her pussy. I lick and suck her pussy vigorously and move up to her clit. Taking her clit in my mouth, I suck her clit while running circles round her clit, sending her to heights of pleasure. As I sense her pending orgasm I slow down and slip two fingers into her pussy and vigorously finger fuck her. Then removing one well lubricated finger, I insert it into her asshole and finger fuck her asshole and her cunt simultaneously while sucking and licking her clit this was all my darling could manage before convulsions began deep within her…..ohhhhhhh I’mmmmm cummmmmmmmin……..cummmmmmming………….” I continued with my vigorous sucking and finger fucking sending her into multiple orgasms that swept her wave after wave and it was some time before the contraction of her pussy muscles and the milking of my fingers in her pussy came to a grinding halt.

She was absolutely still breathing heavily trying to catch her breath after a massive climax. With a smug smile on my face, I kiss my way up to her and our lips locks in deep passionate loving embrace. I rolled over and lay down next to her giving her a chance to catch her breath. Having recovered fully from her climax, she turns to face me and we share the softest and most loving kiss briefly before her hand travels to my hard neglected cock. “My turn now darling…” saying this she relieves my 10” long 2” thick cock from its confines. A gasp escapes my darling’s lips and she is taken aback by the size of my cock. “Is this real or what?” she manages to mumble. “Darling it’s as real as it can get ‘”. She holds it in her hand and starts masturbating me while her lips busy themselves kissing me. She then moves over to my nipples and sucks and gently bites them while I run my fingers thru her silky hair. She lowers her kisses towards my cock which is twitching in delight at the pending pleasure its about to receive. It’s twitching look more like my cock calling her to come quickly. She licks the shaft from its head all the way to my balls. A few times before sucking my balls one by one. “ohhhh…” she makes my cock wet with her saliva before slowly sucking and licking my cockhead I thrust my hips higher hoping to penetrate the confines of her lovely pleasure giving mouth with little success. She’s in control now. She slips a few inches more into her mouth and starts sucking and licking at the same time. “Arghhhhhhhh……… I scream”

“What is happening? I am brought back to reality by my wife’s question. I am rudely brought back to reality. All this was just wishful thinking. The reality of the matter was that my wife and I have not had a sexual relationship since 8 years now. I am still wondering if there can ever be a justification to infidelity. I have kept this book of marriage in tact with my philosophy but then again is it my destiny that I am to be handicapped by the absence of good passionate loving sex in this birth. Is it my karma to be so? Why has it to be this way?

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