Hi, My name is Harry, and this is a story of a girl who narrated her experience to me. The story will be narrated in her words.
I didn ‘t knew there was any struggle in the Bollywood industry… i just knew i had to be one of the top actress, where money and fame were too much to handle….
Let me introduce myself to u…. My name is sanjana… i belong to Chandigarh… i am just 23 years old, and u can call me beautiful…it took only 3-4 persons to convince me that i could be an actress in Bollywood and i was off to Mumbai to give it a shot….
Stepping out of the railway station, it felt that this was the city i was meant to be in…I had a friend there, so i didn ‘t have to look up for accommodation…. Her home was in bandra, where quite a film stars stay, so i was looking forward to staying there….
When i reached her place, i got the first shock after landing in mumbai…
When the door opened, a man was looking at me with half open eyes. He must not have been more than 25, and was just standing there in his shorts….I showed him the slip which contained the address and he just said that u r at the right place….and told me to come in…It was a messed place and it seems he was living here alone….
I had to ask “Where’s tanu”?? Referring to my friend…
“She’ll be here in a moment, till then u take rest, you must have been exhausted ”
” No it’s ok. i’ll wait for tanu”
“So what brings you here”
“I want to be an actress” i replied confidently
As i had said those words, he got up and sat next to me
“Wow, an actress, i have some contacts, if u want to make big”
Saying this he put his hands on my thighs…. Initially i didn’t mind, i thought it was in a comforting sense, but when his hands started their upward journey, it seemed that my worst fears would come true…
It had been less than 2 hrs since i landed in Mumbai, and what a welcome i was getting….
I knew i couldn’t let this happen, i had to stop him, i caught hold of his hand just in time and told him to stop all this….
“You know actress has to compromise if she has to make big”
“I don’t want to compromise, i want to be an actress not a slut”
“It’s your wish, i can fix your meetings with top producers, otherwise you will just keep on knocking on their doors and no one will open”
“I know what i have to do and what not.. You just tell me where’s tanu”
“Ok i’ll tell the truth then. I am rohan, your tanu’s boyfriend, oh sorry ex-boyfriend, we just broke up this morning and now i don’t have any idea where tanu is, ya till yesterday she lived here but not now”
I cursed myself for not coming a day earlier and even more for not calling her and informing her of my arrival. Suddenly the decision of coming to mumbai seemed a foolish one. I had no idea in which direction i should go. On one hand there is a man who wants a FAVOR in return of a favor, and on the other hand there lies a city which hardly knows me and about which i hardly know.
I thought it better to trust a known villain rather to face god knows how many unknown villains.
I hesitantly asked “Will this be a one off”
“Absolutely”
“And you will take me to the producers??”
“Ya Ya tomorrow itself”
“Fine but be soft, i want to look my best tomorrow”
“Ya, i understand”
He got up and closed the door and windows. I was wearing a traditional salwar kameez, light yellow in color.
The ambiance in the room suddenly changed. I went up to the bed and sat at its edge.He came up to me and removed my dupatta. I just convinced myself that everything will be fine after it’s over.
“You wouldn’t know and it would be over” grinned rohan
Was he kidding me, was it some sort of injection which i wouldn’t even feel about.
I prepared myself mentally for it, trying hard to be brave and strong to bear this.This wasn’t going to be my first experience with the opposite sex but it sure wasn’t expected this way.
He put his hands on the end of my kameez and started lifting it over my head, i raised my arms to help him. In a jiff it was off me. My white bra was now in total visibility to him. i couldn’t make eye contact with him but i could make out he was staring at my assets.
“You’ve got a good pair of those”
I remained silent trying to cover them by my hands, don’t know why, it was of no use. Next he untied the knot on my salwar, i stood up to remove it from my body. now i was just in my bare essentials.
Exposing like this to almost a stranger was certainly not part of my list. But Mumbai is a city of unexpectations so it should ‘t have been a surprise…He held me with both his hands. He was quite well built so i knew his hold would be strong. He bent over and kissed me on lips. But i didn’t respond. He backed away and asked ” Why are you being so cold”
” I am not used to all this”
” I am doing this with your consent ”
” Ya i know, what choice do i have anyways??”
I was a little surprised by his behavior, on one side he was almost blackmailing me and on the other he was being so soft and polite. He again brought his lips to mine. This time i responded well and hence it was very intense. I held his head and was kissing him like crazy, i don’t know what brought about the change but i was enjoying with him. My nipples had become stiff with all the kissing and cuddling and they were now poking out. I was beginning to get wet down there. It seemed that my evil personality was now more dominating than the good one. I was almost out of breath when we stopped kissing. He then started kissing my neck, and slowly went down to my cleavage. His kisses were burning my body like anything..
He slid his hands on my back and unclipped the only hook separating his eyes and my boobs. He looked at my 34″ boobs and my pink nipples and didn’t waste anytime in biting them. I winced both with joy and pain. With one finger he began circling around my nipple and it felt like heaven. It didn’t seem like that we met an hour ago. It seemed that my body was accustomed to his touches..I didn’t knew how load my moaning was but it seemed quite loud…
Suddenly there was noise near the front door, before either of us could react we saw tanu standing by the side of the bed… I didn’t knew how to react… But it was tanu who reacted first
“Sanju you, i can’t believe this”
“Look tanu i can explain” I said
“I don’t want any explanation, i knew he was a bastard, when did u became a slut”
“Mind your language tanu” rohan interrupted…
“You keep out of this Mr. rohan, i just came to collect my remaining things, i guess i got more than expected”
“And here are the spare keys” and threw them at his face….
And with the haste with which she entered, she left…..leaving me and rohan bewildered….
I realised that there was no point in talking to tanu anymore, and i should forget her….
My thoughts were interrupted by rohan ” Are you okay”
“Ya i m fine, let ‘s continue” I surprised myself by saying that…
Rohan was slight hesitant after interruption so i took initiative and pulled down his shorts
His 7″ dick stood erect in front of me….
I was so amazed by what i was seeing that i had no idea what to do next. Before i could think what to do next, he put his manhood in my mouth. Already some pre-cum was flowing out of it, which i readily took in my moth. Now it was his turn to moan, i didn’t knew i could give a man so pleasure. His moaning was turning me on and making me wet. He came shortly and i lapped it all in my mouth happily..
He slid down my panties, there was no shyness left in me, so i was enjoying what was happening. I had recently shaved my pubic area was mostly clear, he slid his one finger in my hole and oh my god!! If it wasn’t heaven as yet it had to be now. I was getting too turned on by all this and my moaning too was getting louder. ” Fuck me man” was all that i could hear myself saying.He was making it sure that both of us were turned on before the actual fucking could start. He seemed an expert in this… I wonder how many girls he would have made love to….
He slid his shaft into my cunt hole and it went inside quite easily (i told u i was not a virgin) i was laying on my back since he intended to do it missionary style. I opened my legs to make it convenient for him. He was initially careful and was going slow and then picked up pace and was humping me with good speed. I was just clinging on to him out of excitement. He came quite soon than i expected and he sprayed his cum all over my naked flesh. I wanted him to have one more go, but since i had already insisted on one my request for another, would make me seem like a slut, so i didn’t say anything for the time being but i thought a time would come when he would do it again.
Since it was quite late in night there was no scope of any more action today, i just cleaned myself up, had shower and had a good nights sleep. since he had only one bed in his rather small apartment i had to sleep with him on his bed. Since so much had already happened between us, i had no problem in sleeping in the same bed as him. And also i was too tired to complain.
When i woke up next morning, i was hopeful of meeting some good producers. I took a shower and got ready trying to look my best. By the time he also woke up.
“Where are you going” he asked with half open eyes
“Don’t you remember, we have to go to the producers” i replied
“Oh yeah!! Sorry i forgot, i’l just get ready in 10 min” he got up from the bed and looked at me from head to toe.
“What” I asked
“You aren’t going like this” he remarked
I was wearing a brand new light green salwar kameez. i had specially taken it along so that i could look my best.
“What’s wrong with this?” i asked
“You have to look like modern indian girl not some behenji” he replied
“But all i have is salwar kameez ”
“Wait, i ‘l see if tanu has left some clothes ”
He searched the cupboard and finally took out a tank top and a small matching skirt.
Looking at them i said ” I can ‘t wear this ”
“Why not ” he asked
“It ‘s too revealing. I won ‘t be comfortable in this ”
“Then there ‘s no way they ‘ll select you ”
I reluctantly took it from him and went into the bathroom to change. When i tried on the top i realized that my white bra was visible in some portions. Either the bra had to be changed or the top. I initially decide to change the bra but realized that all the bras that i had were similar. So i decided to go without the bra.
Then i tried on the skirt. It was ore of a mini skirt than anything else. I wondered why i had to do all this. Did all the top actresses have to go through all of this??
I came out of the bathroom and he had a long glance at me before saying
“Now you look like an actress ”
I smiled and blushed. 10 min later we were off on his bike. Whenever he applied brakes my boobs would squeeze at his back. Since i had no bra on, my boobs were juggling all through the ride. I was starting to regret my decision of not wearing a bra. I was feeling embarrassed whenever my bobs had a contact with him. Finally we reached an old building. It didn ‘t seem like a top producer would have an office here.
“Is this the place? ” I asked
“Yes ” he replied
We went on the 4th floor of the building. When we came out of the lift, i could see people moving here and there in a hurry. I could make out that it was an office, but i couldn ‘t guess of what. Rohan went upto the reception and smilingly talked to the lady sitting there. It seemed both knew each other very well..
He came back to me and told me to wait in the waiting area until he discussed about me inside. The waiting area was adjacent to the reception and i agreed to wait there but told him to hurry up as i was feeling very awkward. When i went inside the waiting room i realized it wasn ‘t empty, in fact it was full of men viewing me with preying eyes. I sat in a corner hoping not to get too much of attention but i could imagine every man in that room was x-raying me from head to toe. I picked up a magazine in a hope of not giving any wrong signal to any of the men sitting there. After 5 min of surfing through the magazine i saw rohan coming with a man with him. I went upto them, relieved to be out of that waiting room.
” This is my friend atul, he ‘l create a perfect portfolio for you ” rohan said
” Portfolio?? ” I asked confusingly
” Ya, u ‘ll need some nice pictures to show to the producers. Atul will help you create a nice one ” he replied
” Oh really ” i asked
By the look so it, atul was a man of around 28-30, clean shaven. He was a thin, not well built person. I had doubts weather he could be a photographer but i was told by rohan that he was one of the top one in this industry.
” Yes ma ‘am and you certainly have the features to be one of the top actresses. My eyes can see the talent within you ” he replied.
I blushed a little.
” listen i have to go to work. I ‘l pick you up after the photo shoot ” Rohan said.
“Ok ” i replied.
Atul took me in his cabin which i noticed was one among plenty. The cabin was not a large one, much to my surprise, nor i could relate it to someone who is a top photographer. he told me to sit on the chair and got busy with his cameras.
” You are not from bombay i guess ” he asked
” Yeah, i am from chandigarh ” i replied
“oh so how long you have been here ”
” Just arrived yesterday ”
” Are you aware that hundreds of girls come to bombay everyday to become an actress ”
” No i am not aware about it ”
” And only a few make it to the top. You know what all do these girls do to reach the top ” he asked mischievously
Ya i know ” i said remembering last night
” Okay so then let ‘s start ” he said
” What ” i asked alarmingly
” The photo shoot what else ” he said
” Ya of course ” i heaved a sigh of relief
We went into the studio which had entrance from within the cabin only. He made sure to lock the cabin so that nobody could disturb him. The studio was relatively larger than the cabin. On one side was the whole arrangement of lighting and cameras while on the other side there was a curtain behind it i could see there were dresses and a mirror, i guessed it was the changing room.
“You can pick up a dress and change in there ” he said
I discovered that all the dresses were one piece and were quite revealing, so i was hesitant to pick any of them. He saw my hesitancy and chose one dress himself and gave it to me
” Here take this, it is one of the hottest picks among models ” he said
It was a golden shimmering dress with a deep cleavage, i took it from him and went to the changing room. I pulled the curtains, but still was scared as there was no concrete barrier between me and him. To my surprise i found that there was no place to hang my clothes.
I came out of the changing room and found that he was busy with the lighting. I told him of the problem.
” Oh yeah! The renovation is going on so the carpenter took the hanger and will replace it with a new one. You can hand over your clothes to me ” he said
There was no other option so i agreed. He stood outside the curtain and i was sure that he was peeking inside, i had my back towards the curtain. I took out the top and handed over to him. Then i tried on the dress and it fit perfectly. Then i removed the skirt and came out and handed over to him.
“Ma ‘am your undergarments also ” he said with a smile
” Why ” i asked
“Ma ‘am this is a shimmering dress, u can ‘t have your undergarments peeking out from here and there. ” he said with confidence
I thought he knew better i went inside again and without any second thoughts removed my panty and handed over to him. He put all of my clothes besides the dresses. He told me to stand at the platform and pose, i posed some moves and he kept clicking pictures. After about 5 mins he told me to change. Again i was in a fix as to how to change with no hanger, and this time i had to remove just one piece from my body.
I knew he would peek, and this time he would get to see me all naked. I couldn ‘t let this happen, i got out of the room and asked him for water. He reluctantly agreed and went into the cabin to get water for me. i hurridely went into the changing room, threw the dress on the floor and quickly changed before he came back. He was surprised to see me with change clothe but he deliberately didn ‘t react, he just handed over the water. Again i stood there to be photographed but this time he didn ‘t click, it seemed there was some problem
” Is there any problem? “i asked
” Yes the dress is not suiting you well ” he replied
” Oh, so should i change? ” i asked
” No wait, i ‘l make some changes to this dress. come into the cabin ” he said
We went nto the cabin and he took out scissors from his drawer.
” Oh you are a tailor too? i asked
” No, not that, it ‘s just that when some dresses son ‘t suit a model you have to be prepared to make the changes “he replied smilingly..
” ok, so should i change? ” i asked
“No, no need if you ‘ll change how would i know what design will suit you. Ok so let ‘s start from the top ” he said
It was a light green off shoulder dress which was in place with the help of a zipper at the back. It wass about the lenght of a mini skirt. I thought what else could be done with this dress, it was already so small. With scissors in hand he approached me.
“I think it would look good if it ‘s little down ” he said
Without bothering to ask me he slid his hand under my dress and began to pull it down slowly and slowly. I could hear myself meekly saying stop,plz stop, but before i could protest firmly, my nipples were in full view to him, i tried to cover them by my hand but it was too late…
When i was concious of what was happening, i quickly pulled the dress up slightly enough to cover my modesty. I was surprised that he didn ‘t even bother to look what was in front of his eyes. I thought either he was too sober or he was too professional for these things. He continued inspecting the dress and making cuts here and there, as if nothing had happened. I thought maybe i had misunderstood him, he might not have been peeking inside the changing room. My thoughts were interrupted by him.
” I think it ‘s good now ”
” I had no problems with the earlier one too ” i said
” Ok so let ‘s shoot ” he said
After completing the shoot i changed into my orignal dress while he waited in the cabin. He was busy looking at the photographs when i returned to the cabin.
” Are they good ” i asked
” Too good. But.. ” he replied
” But what?? ” i asked
” It ‘s not that easy as you think, there are thousands of girls waiting to become an actress but only few make it, and you don ‘t have any experience too ” he said
” Experience like? ” i asked
” Experience like ads, modelling, tv etc. These things help you get noticed in this industry and someone might pick you up from there and work with you ” he said
” Oh, So what do you suggest i should do ” i asked
” Ads can get you instant fame and money, if you happen to get a good one. I have an assignment if you want ” he said
” What kind of assignment? ” i asked
” It ‘s an ad by a top ad maker, and i can recommend you for it ” he said
” Ya sure, that will be great ” i said
” but what will i get in return ” his tone had changed suddenly.
” What do you want? ” i asked almost expecting the answer
He got up from his chair and came towards me, gently stroked his hand on my arm and said ” You know what i want ”
I didn ‘t knew what to do there, to cry at my fortune or to regret coming here. There was a mixed feeling inside. I was beginning to despise bombay and it ‘s people. he again interrupted my thoughts.
” What have you decided then? ” he said
” I need time to think ” i said
” There ‘s no time baby, i have to finalise the names by today and i have umpteen models ready to do this ” he said
I had done it before, if i do it once more it could be a boost to my career, i can ‘t go back from this.
“Ok fine, when and where? ” i asked
” Now and here” he said
” what” i was certainly not expecting this
He took me to the other side of the cabin where there was a single bed . i wa surprised by all this
” You have to be prepared don’t you” he smiled
I was still bewildered by what was happening, when he came around me and removed my top from behind. I wasn’t wearing underneath so i was left half naked by the removal of top. i thought there was no use covering my assets now. He turned me around to face him and then placed his lips to mine, there was no way i could say no to him so i thought i may as well enjoy it. I responded to the kissing and we both were on bed now. He got on top of me and started kissing me from the forehead, down he came again to the lips and down he went to the neck, his short kisses were burning my body like hell. He then went towards my boobs.
He took them in his hand and played with them, my nipples too responded by becoming stiff. He brought his moth to my nipples and started sucking them, oh my god he was too good at this. he continued sucking them one by one for about 20 mins. He again went down to the navel. I was beggining to moan softly, i was afraid if the sound went outside.
he inserted his hand under my skirt and removed my panty, it was already wet due to the foreplay, he surely had turned me on completely. He started to explore that area with his fingers, and slowly inserted one finger in my cunt,there was a mixed feeling of pain and excitement. then he ibserted another finger, and the level of pain and excitement doubled. He then removed my skirt and removed his clothes too.He had a long tool, bigger than that of rohan, i guess it would be around 8 inches.He was already erect and he wasted no time in using it
He was bigger than i expected, and i had to cover my mouth with my hand to stop my moaning voice to go outside. He was making wild pushes inside me, and i was quite enjoying his wild ways. The pain and excitement increased with his frequency of pushes. ultimately after 5 min of heavy pushing, he came inside me, i went to the washroom and cleaned myself up, and wore my clothes back.
He also cleaned himself and was waiting for me at his table. There was a sudden change in his behaviour, at one time he was pushing his dick inside me with all the passion and now he was acting professionally. It was hard to judge men, they could do anything to bring a girl to bed.
” Here’s the assignment, a lingerie ad” he said handing me the papers
” What”? I was surprised
” It’s a lingerie ad, they require fresh faces for their campaign and you seem to fit perfectly in it. You’ll get decent money and experience” he said
” No way i’m doing this ad” i said
” Apart from this i have no assignments as of now” he said
” Then why didn’t you tell me before, you cheated on me” i was about to cry
” I said i’l get an ad for you, i din’t say which, everything’s fair in this industry, you take it or leave it” he said
I had no choice but too agree to it besides i had to find a place to live also, the money was also not going to last a long time. So i needed something urgent but lingerie was one of the things i wasn’t comfortable doing.When we came back from the photoshoot i discussed it with rohan, he advised to go for it.
” These ads are shot very aesthetically, you should definitely give it a shot” he said
I thought about it the whole night, maybe it wasn’t that bad.
So after some shopping, the next day i was there at the ad film location for the formality sake screen test. There were quite a few models there, and they seemed pretty casual with what they were auditioning for, Maybe they weren’t that shy with their body as i was. i sat down and waited for my turn to come for the screen test.
After about half an hour, my turn came and i went inside the cabin. There was just one person in the cabin, which was not what i had expected. I greeted him and showed him my portfolio. He was a middle aged man about 40-45 years of age, he had a hat on his head, it was a odd hat, seemed like a cowboy hat. His hair were about shoulder length and sported a grey beard too. He was taking quite interest in my portfolio and it seemed he was liking what he was seeing. After going through the photos he turned towards me.
” There’s no lingerie photo in your portfolio” he said
” Yes, actually this was prepared in a haste” i said
” Ok, no problem but since this is a lingerie ad, i would like to see you in your lingerie.” he said
I wasn’t expecting this but i thought this must be how the screen test goes, besides he was a middle aged man. I thought there was no use debating about it. I was wearing a bright red top and a short skirt both of which i bought yesterday for this occasion. I removed my top and the skirt and now was in my light blue pair of bra and panty. He was still sitting in his chair, and expressed no reaction when i was stripping.
” Nice figure” he remarked
“Thanks” i said
” But don’t feel shy, be comfortable with your body” he said
” Ok” i said
After a minute or two he got up from his chair, there was a mixed feeling of shyness and afraidness. He came and stood in front of me and i noticed him staring at my breasts.
” What size are they” he said
” 34″ i replied shyly
” Hmm, are these real” he asked
” Absolutely sir” i was a little surprised by the question
“then i would like to see them” he said
” What” i asked
” Ya i would like to see them to see if they are for real. You know girls these days can do anything to be in an ad, even fake those” he said
I didn’t knew how to react, he seems so professional and yet it was like molesting me by my own hands.
To convince him, i had to remove my bra, and that’s exactly what i did. I removed the bra from my body and kept it with other clothes. He took a step forward and started to squeeze them pretending to see if they were for real. He started using both his hands now . I don’t think this was any interview going on, he was just having fun with me.
He continued squeezing them for about 2-3 minutes. I could see the bulge in his pants that kept growing with every squeeze on my breasts. he was gently squeezing them and in between pinched the nipples, i instantly realized that his intentions were not what i had in mind or what i had supposed to be before coming here. He then took a step backward after some time and said
“hmm, these are definitely real”
” I told you so” i said
” But i had to be sure” he said
I ignore his smile and started to wear my bra back but he stopped me.
” No, no wait, don’t put that back now.” he said
I didn’t have any idea what he had in mind but it sure wasn’t going to be good for me, it was sending shivers in my body.
I left the bra there only with my other clothes. he then shifted his gaze from the upper body to the lower body. he went around to my back and i could guess he was staring at my ass. I was mumbling prayers to god to get me out of this situation as soon as possible as it was getting too much to handle for me. But i guess god wasn’t listening.
” Hmm.. You’ve got a nice butt” he said
I was not in a position to say anything so i kept quite. And suddenly out of nowhere he took my butt in his palm. I was too shocked to react. Before i could say anything he said
“You’ve got too much flesh in those, more than what is required for this ad. Let’s have a good look at those”
and saying this he removed the last piece of clothing from my body. I didn ‘t knew how to react weather to slap this man or to just bear all this. I thought when i have already bear so much in coming till here, how much can this make a difference. I thought this phase would also pass soon.
He again grasped my butt in his palm, and started to feel its softness. Slowly he brought his second hand to grasp the other half of the butt. I tried not to show any feeling what so ever and tried to stay normal. After that he started to move his finger inside my ass crack. This was going from bad to worse for me.
He inserted his finger in my ass hole and i let out a small scream, trying not to let my voice go outside, as this was a portion in my body that had not been explored as yet by any body. He made me turn around to face him. I thought maybe now it’s time for the other hole. He slowly inserted his finger inside my cunt, i closed my eyes, i couldn’t look at this man when he was virtually fucking me. Slowly he inserted another finger, this was getting too much to handle, i was not an exhibitionist that anybody can do whatever they wish with my body. I pushed him a little back and got hold of my clothes, he was staring at me with surprise, but did not say anything, I went on to wear the dress in which i had come. when i was in my full clothes he said
“don’t you want the ad.”
“You know what i want.” i said
I went up to him and with all the force in my body raised my leg and gave a good kick between his legs. He immediately was on his knees, his hands on his crotch. I guess that the kick was so hard that he might have to visit his gynecologist.
“now that’s what i want.” I said
I picked up my portfolio and left the room. I couldn’t believe what i had done just now. I thought i never had the courage to this but adversity and helplessness makes people do things which they think is not possible for them. I was too happy to kick his balls, men like these ought to be taught a lesson. There were two more men who had to be given a lesson now. I was now on a mission, and for a change it was not related to being an actress.
I returned to the old building where amit’s office was. I went up to the 4th floor and to his cabin. He was busy working on his laptop when i entered. He was suprised to see me.
“So did you shoot for the ad” he asked.
“ya i did, i just came to thank you for your recommendation.” i replied
“oh it’s nothing, anything for you” he said
saying this he got up from his chair and came besides me.
“so am i going to get a thank you present “he said stroking his finger on my face.
“ya you deserve one, but you have to close your eyes for that.” i said
“ya sure ” he said.
He closed his eyes and with one swift action of my hand i caught his balls in the palm of my hand. He opened his eyes and was now wincing with pain. It was so relieving to see pain on his face.
“now you know how it feels like” i said giving quite a few twists to his balls.
He was almost on the verge of tears and i left him on his knees grimacing with pain.
“Thats what you deserved you fucking son of a bitch.” saying this i exited from there
In the evening i returned to rohan’s apartment. This was where i have been residing for the past 2-3 days, and this was where all this had started. Rohan was at home, as i had expected, after coming from amit’s office i had gone to railway station to get my ticket booked for the night train back to chandigarh.
“How was your ad ” he asked
“I didn’t do it” i answered.
“But why” he asked
“I didn’t wish to” i replied.
He was surprised by my answer but did not say anything after this.I went to the room and started packing my luggage. He saw this and asked
“Where are you going”
“Back home” i said
“But why” he asked again.
“you know why because what everyone wants is a piece of me, you said sleep with me and i’l take you to the producers and what you did was to take me to your friend who again fucked me so that he could recommend me to an ad, and what was the ad, it was a lingerie ad, and that ad maker also wanted a piece of me, what to do you all think i am, a slut, a whore or what han” i said, i was almost crying at that moment…
I had already packed my luggage and was about to leave when he said
“Look I’m sorry but when i saw you the 1st time i couldn’t resist you and when you said you wanted to be an actress, i thought i could have some fun here. It was just that i couldn’t resist.”
“You know what i can’t resist now” i said
saying this with one swift movement i landed a tight slap on his face. I left his apartment after that, and took a taxi to the railway station. What this mumbai trip had done to me, was that it buried my dreams of becoming an actress never in my life again i would dream of becoming an actress, mumbai had been a teaching lesson to me and i realized one thing for sure, that what all i had heard about the city and the casting couch was all but true.
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