The color of poison is white. Yes, it is. The white poison lies underneath every single men in the world, that is as venomous as to destroy an entire root of the family. Myself, Radhika, a single mother is gonna narrate my life and what changed it.
15Dec, 5:30am.
What’s that sound? Not again. I knew its quite normal for teenagers at this stage. But, this is pretty early. He never even woke up at this time to study. It’s been third time in 24 hours. I should better find out whats turning him on. I could still hear that, “chak,. Chakk..” sound clearly. Oh my god! Is he making moans? Should I just knock the door? No, i should’nt. I should know, this is normal for young guys.
Since, he is my only son, I think its my responsibility to take care of him and to be with him in every single transformation. I am not really surprised to see my old panties under his bed. Yes, I could hear the flushing sound now. He would probably done. It’s almost half hour. He does take his time. He came out of the toilet and I could clearly make out the bulge over his shorts. He is rubbing that over his shorts and he goes back to bed. That is all I could see from my cot which is few feet away from his, as I pretending as sleeping.
17Dec, 12:30pm.
Sheela told this new boss is so cool. But, I don’t think that would be helpful to get me a promotion. Being a single mother, I am struggling to pay my debts, rent and other expenses. Even though, I am in a senior consultant position, the salary I am getting is not sufficient even to put nikhil in a good school. I badly need a raise. It was almost confirmed, when my ex boss was in charge. But, the change in management is making my head to wobble.
This is a big day and as a senior consultant, I have to welcome the new boss and guide him to his place. There is an unfair advantage being a fair woman and also a single woman. It always helped to get my jobs done easily. I think god has given me my appearnce for my survival. Though I am 35 years old, my collegeues used to tease me that I got my assets perfect for a newly married bride.
Sheela used to comment that I have slept with anyone in ages and that is why my look retains. Well, Whatever it is, today I flaunted myself with a silky red saree and made sure that it hides every single details but not completely. Let the men do the imagination for the hidden. Here, come raj.
The first thing I notice for any men is the bulge. It is kind of habitual for me and for raj, I can see some urine stains near his zippers. He was probably in a hurry or nervous. I think sheela noticed that too. She was giggling at me. I am not basically a sex starved person and there is something else I want to describe. Yes, I love to flash. I’m pretty sure that hits any men’s cobra to leak the poison. I used to wear saree to work and Sheela knew that if my saree is 4 inches below my navel, I am horny. Sometimes, I let my bra strap to visible and rarely flashes my cleavage. Maybe an office boy, mail man, collegeue, milk man or who ever it is the visual treating is the only way to soothen my urge.
My new boss deserves a cleavage flash as I slid my one end of the pallu to disclose my asset, while I was wishing him and guiding him to his office. There he goes, not to my eyes, straight to my cleavage. I adjusted the same in front of him and smiled at him. He smiled back and I could see sheela throwing a sheepish smile at me. I am pretty sure this is far more than enough to confirm my berth for a promotion.
20Dec, 5:45am.
That’s interesting. He is still in his bed as I woke up and march to the toilet. Have to finish my morning rituals as it’s getting late. I was standing right in front of the mirror while I was brushing my teeth. I was wearing this chiffon nightie which sheela has gifted me few months back. I wore this for the first time. Well, at least for the first time, when I am not wearing any bra. I could clearly see the nippular regions creating a huge impression over my nightie. Who told only men have morning erections, even we get erections. I am not narcissistic or anything. But, my nipples do turn me on. I got the urge. Not at this time, I have no one to flash and I do not think I am gonna flash it to my son. I stopped brushing. As, I was goggling, I could hear my door bell. I know who it is.
I smiled at the mirror as I slowly uncovered my top cleavage and adjusted myself and came out of the toilet. I went to the kitchen and took the utensil and opened the main door. As expected, the milk man was awestruck. I behaved casually as if I am still not completely awake. I leaned down to get the milk as he was penetrating his eyes inside my thin nightie. My clit started tremors, as he was pouring his milk. Yes, his milk. My utensil was about to fill and told him to stop.
He commented that milk is so good today. I exactly knew what he meant. I looked down the utensil and the cleavage and replied, ya I could see that too. He said, he almost got the milk spilled on his lungi as he pointed at his lungi. I replied, you should be careful while giving milk and told him not to waste and others also waiting for his milk. I smiled and told him take care of the milk by pointing at his dick. He was constantly adjusting his lungi while talking to me and my vagina is oozing out as I was flashing and throwing double meaning comments. I said bye and closed the door. I went back to clean the bed and as expected nikhil was not there. He was in the toilet and making those sounds again. I don’t wanna disturb him as he is having good time as his mom did.
18 YEARS BACK.
9:30pm.
You have never seen anything like this? Jerin whispered in my ears. I said, I have seen it in videos. But, for the first time seeing it for real. He slowly moved his hand towards my panties and tried to explore my pussy. I touched his full length cock for the first time and felt the warmth around his genitals. I felt his balls which were the size of golf balls. I peeled his foreskin and was rubbing his cock head. That is the first time for both of us exploring each other. He asked me to give him a blow job every time while we were talking over the phone and I think today is the right time. I put his full length cock in to my mouth and jerking.
The rhythm matches as motion of the first class train that we were travelling on. It was empty and we had our privacy to have fun. I badly wanted him to have sex with me that night. I spreaded my leg invited him to lie over me. He pushed the dick head in my oozing vaginal opening. He penetrated his full length cock in to my vagina and my eyes has gone wide as I was holding his ass. Just two jerks, I could see him having his most memorable fuck and my mind suddenly rushed my hand to take his cock out of vagina. He was terrified and puzzled. I asked him why he was not wearing any condoms.
We both were shocked and almost forget that we could have made a baby. He said he forgot and was blaming himself. I didnt want him to feel bad as I kneeled down on the aisle and started to suck his throbbing cock while he was fingering my pussy. I gave him the cleanest blow job without spilling a single drop on the floor or on my cheeks or lips. I drank the full load of cum for him. As I took his cock out of my mouth, it was still jerking and oozing and I cleaned everything with my tongue. I really didnt’ want my love of my life to feel bad that night. We both knew we were having a tight schedule and we could not able to see each other more often. That night was amazingly erotic and I was still managed to keep my virginity alive. Well, at least technically.
14 YEARS BACK.
10:00pm.
It’s not even a month after a critical heart surgery, mukhesh still doesn’t want our first night to go in vain. I warned him that he might feel tired as we were having a busy morning in getting blessings from hundreds of elders. I told him that we could do it the next day. He doesn’t want to look lame. That is mukhesh, his ego wanted him to fuck my brains off. I agreed with him and made the preliminary steps to raise his post. Mukhesh was talking about his night, from the day that we got engaged.
Now, he got the license. He lifted me naked and dropped me on the bed as he was marching towards me with his erect kunna or lavda or sunni, however you call it. The cock vains are bulging and looked like a hard rock. I have never tried dildo in my life. But, his penis resembled one. He wore a condom and lied over me and started penetrating. I leaned and and tried to kiss his chest as with stich marks runs linearly. His humping style resembles some porn star. I am sure he would have watched a lot of porn. He bit my nipples and I was enjoying his thrust. I rushed my hand to his cock and pulled it out of my vagina. He was looking into my eyes in surprise. I held his cock and rolled the condom out.
I took out the drenched condom and threw it away, which actually landed on the teddy bear he bought for me. I guided his naked penis into my pussy. Ah! the warmth of a cock could not match the heavenly pleasure of anything as I closed my eyes and was getting myself physically ready to carry his child. He shot his one month old man juice inside me. In total of 10 jerks, he emptied his balls and collapsed over me. I could not beleive it is almost time of dawn. He got himself dressed up and left to do the job. I mean the real job. I was lying butt naked under the blankets as I got my mobile beeping. I opened the message, It is from jerin. It says, “How was last night?”. I replied yes, it was good. He started to ask for detailings.
I felt awkward to explain everything to him at first. But, I still don’t want to disappoint him. Religional difference between me and him put an end to our four years old relationship and I still have love for him and he has love and more lust for me. I never allowed him to touch me except on one occasion on a train. At least, Let him get pleasurized over phone. My parents wanted me to marry mukhesh just because, he is well settled and he was even ready to get my sisters marriage done. My parents inspired by mukhesh’s generosity and wealth and didn’t concern about his health. Jerin called me. I explained every single details to him, including the way I threw the condom away. I could hear his breaths go wild over phone. After all these days, I knew exactly, where his hand is at.
12 YEARS BACK.
4:30pm.
I stuck my right nipple in to his mouth. I could see passion in his eyes while he was sucking and sucking and sucking. It has been 2 years since mukhesh and I had sex. Though, this is not the same way, the sucking could still able to make my nipples erect as I was feeding my one year old son. The doctor entered the private area and was looking for me. The doctor stood right in front of me and asked excuse. I told its fine as I was feeding my son in front of a doctor.
The doctor was gulping his salive as he was looking at me. I looked into his eyes and said what’s the matter. He started explaining mukhesh’s condition with some medical terms which I havent understood. What I understood is he was really sick and that could risk his heart if he has sex anymore at least for a year. I was listening to him as I pulled my nipple out from my baby and displayed my other nipple to let my baby feed.
The doctor stopped his speech for a second and continued with his medical terminologies. I clearly understood what I would be going through. We returned back home as I made mukhesh to confort and let him take a nap. Nikhil started sleeping too. I realized this is the time that I got to be really strong and took control over my life. I started working as mukhesh is bed ridden. I was working in night shifts too to get more hike. I worked on weekends also as mukhesh’s health insurance got expired. Mukhesh felt really bad as his ego struck him again. He could not work, he could not satisfy his wife physically. This urges mukhesh to get better soon, as he has shown some improvements.
He started working after 6 rigorous months. But, the doctors still warned us about the sex part. The financial problems were somewhat resolved in my family. That is when my urges come to play. I didnt want to cheat mukhesh as I have immense love and respect for him. That is when jerin came in my life again. I met him rarely and was constantly in touch over mobile. We talked alot. As we had history, we sometimes shared intimacy and even started sexting. He moved to the next level as he gifted me a dildo. I hid it in my cupboard and call jerin when mukhesh is not home. At one point, I could not control and took dildo and mobile phone to the toilet even when mukhesh was home. Those times, I realised how vital, sex is for humans. Mukhesh was still somewhat satisfied with the blowjobs that I give him every night. But, I imagine that I am sucking jerin’s cock.
11.5 YEARS BACK.
6:30pm.
“You should come with your family”, jerin gave his marriage invitation as I threw him a cunning smile. He asked me when mukhesh would return from canada. I told may be in a month. He asked me to bring him without fail. I told ok and asked him whether he would like to have some coffee or tea. He told he wants tea. When I was about to rush to the kitchen. Nikhil started screaming in hunder. I asked jerin to wait and I checked out nikhil as he was crying in hunger. Without wasting time, I undo the blouse and started to feed him. I asked jerin who is waiting in the hall to wait for some more time. He said ok and was chilling out in TV.
Few mins later, without any notice, he entered my room as he saw nikhil sucking my nipple. I gave him an awkward smile and he smiled back. I asked him to sit in my room and was talking to him. He had glimpses of my boob. I unhooked the other side and started feeding nikhil. Jerin was curious about how I knew that my boob is empty. I said I could feel that. I pressed my boobs for easier flow.
But, I never thought that would turn jerin on. He told he would wait outside. I asked him to stay as he is no stranger. He was struggling to hide his boner. I noticed that and laughed and asked whether this made him horny. He said yes with an awkward smile. I said, he could use the bathroom if he wants. He immediately ran in to the toilet and I was surprised. As I finished feeding and made nikhil to sleep, I walked close to the bathroom door out of curiosity. I knew that he is struggling to jerk off.
So, I asked him to come out. I laughed at him and told him that he hasn’t grown up even a bit. He felt embarrassed and came out and sat next to me. He felt really nervous and I gave him a hug to calm down. As he is going to get married, I wanted to give him one big visual treat as he has helped me to overcome my need for years. I asked him to jerk off inf ront of me as I unhooked my blouse and sat topless in front of him. He was sitting on the opposite side of the bed.
He undid his pants and lowered his underwear. I never saw a muscular cock in ages. When we were fooling around in college, his cock was avaragely sized. Now, I can see his manliness. He was staring at my nipples and jerking fastly. I rubbed my nipples to turn his on. I saw fire of lust in his eyes. I wanted him to enjoy as I stood completely naked and took out the dildo that he bought me. I spreaded my leg and fucked myself with the dildo. His breaths go higher and higher as he was moaning. I fucked myself so bad to treat him.
Within no time, he ran to me and glide his cock into my pussy. We kissed passionately with each other with full lust as he was fucking me harder and harder. The cot is about to break as the motion gone wild. I could hear nikhil started crying, but really doesn’t matter as I am in progress to make a baby sibling for him. We both came as I made a loud noise in pleasure.
The whole white bed sheet is socked as our cum splashed everywhere. He took his cock out slowly as it touches the inners of my pussy slowly. He cock was leaking and the cum made a joint between his cock and my pussy and I heard nikhil stopped crying and that is when I noticed mukhesh was holding the baby and was standing in the entrance of the bedroom watching everything. We both were terrified as mukhesh was not reacting. Jerin dressed himself up and didnt know what to say. I was sitting still naked and watching the two men. Those were the most terrifying moments in my life.
Mukhesh put nikhil back to the craddle. Silence prevails through out the room. I did’nt want to feel guilty as it is one of the basic needs of a woman that needed to be satisfied. I was waiting naked for mukhesh to respond. I never knew, my life is completely change in the next few mins. Mukhesh asked jerin to leave the house before he want to see himself dead. Jerin walked out of the house and in the next few steps out of my house, all jerin would have heard was me screaming and yelling and howling in pain (Details not included as this could violate the terms and conditions of IIS). After bashing me up, mukhesh called my dad. That was one of the biggest nightmares in life. He didnt mention anything to my dad about jerin but asked him to come to his house as soon as possible. I was still lying naked as he bashed me so badly.
My dad came into my room and was shocked and left the room immediately searching for mukhesh. Mukhesh came out of the toilet and asked my dad to sit there. My dad was confused. That is when, mukhesh fucked me in front of my own father as I was crying in shame. Mukhesh fucked me and yelled at my dad that he is still capable of satisfying a woman and not a lame. He kept fucking me and my dad couldnot stand a sight at me. Mukhesh collapsed on me as he shoot his last sperm in to my body. Yes, Mukhesh died of cardiac arrest. My dad realised his mistake of going behind a rich man. Mukhesh died on me when he was completely inside me. Doctors prepared a report that it was a natural death and my dad asked me to move to a different town, where I started to lead a peaceful life for my only son.
PRESENT YEAR
It’s not even few weeks, me, sheela and my new boss raj have developed a great rapot with each other. Raj texts me everyday and sometimes flirt with me as I can clearly see his intentions. But, I really dont want a man now. All I wanted is a promotion. I inserted my intensions, whenever I get a chance to talk with him officially. He always replied positively as he replied the same to sheela. Sheela, though is my best friend, I felt that she could take the position if she convinced my boss. As days go on, I could see a spark developed between sheela and raj, as raj was still close to me. I wanted to cease the spot. But, sheela was making progress considerably. So, I decided to be frank to raj. I started more personal chats with raj. We started to chat late night.
We talked over phone and one day he was a little drunk and told me that I look sexy. He also told that sheela wants the promotion so badly. I thought for a moment and asked him whether he is a virgin, out of nowhere. He was surprised and told yes and he asked about my sex life and how I am controlling my urges. We started to talk hours over phone and one day he asked for my naked pic. I said, no and asked for his naked pic. I received a pic of him standing in front of a mirror completely nude with this 6.5 Inches cock hanging and his face is completely visible. Then, I said he looks really sexy and also told that I loved to suck his cock. After hours of sexy late night talks, I decided to show him my body.
18Feb, 1:15am.
I checked out as nikhil is sleeping with his shorts on. I slowly entered the toilet. I loosen the robe not fully. Just about to view my boobs and pussy. I covered my face and clicked a pic of myself in front of the mirror. I forgot that that mobile was not in silent mode. The shutter sound blared in the toilet. I sent the pic to raj and deleted it. I came out of the toilet and found nikhil lying in different posture and I could see a tent in his shorts. He was still sleeping and I came back to my bed to continue the ecstacy. The next day, I was happen to work late night. I informed nikhil that I would come late and Me, sheela, raj were the only persons in the office. Sheela didnt talk properly to me as she was angry on me for something. Minutes later, I entered raj to check out. Within no time, he hugged me from behind adn wishpered that he was shagging the whole week looking at my nude picture. I got the urge and wanted to have sex so badly. After so many years of sex starved his grope just made me pussy vibrate. I undressed him and asked him to fuck on the table. He told he is having a surprise for me and asked me to suck his thick cock. I sucked him like a lollypop.
We both were naked and making out on the office table. This is when sheela entered the room. Raj asked sheela to shut the door and let her in. He was sucking my pussy, I was confused and intimated. All I could see was sheela removing her clothes and marching towards us. Raj made few steps back and sheela started kissing me. Her boobs were rubbing against mine and was in complete surprise and that is when, sheela disclosed that she is in love with me and she is a lesbian. I explained her that I am not a lesbian. She was not in mood to listen as she is really mad at me for having sex with some other guy. I liked her cuteness and enjoyed both raj and sheela showering their love towards me. Raj fucked me when sheela kissed me passionately and it lasted till I moved to a different branch.
15June, 9:30am.
As an associate manager, It is my duty to take care of the executive works of this new branch. It is unacceptable even If I come 30 mins late, as that may set a bed example for my counterparts. I feel so cranky this morning and have no interest to open my laptop. What happened last night? I was keep thinking when I stir my coffee in pantry. When I look back in my life, the sins I have made just for my husband, my son and of course a very basic necessity of human being. There are untold, unheard stories lying in each and every single home. At least I have raised the curtains of few.
While I take a sip, all the memories of last night just crosses my mind. The eyes, the fire, the intimacy, the love making and yes, the shoot. Son! I gotta say you resemble more of my dad than your dad.
I am not the victim, I am not the venom. I was survived by the WHITE poison.
INSPIRED FROM REAL LIFE EVENTS
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