Maine jab mud ke dekha, toh main dangg reh gayi. Bathroom se nikal kar Salim chala aa raha tha. Woh shayad just naha kar nikla tha. Aur uska poora badan abhi thoda geela tha aur woh aise hi bina kapde pehne towel se apna sir ponchta hua aaya.
Usne jaise hi mujhe dekha, woh bola, “Arey janeman.”
Maine aur maa ne saath mein jawab dete hue bola, “Haan.”
Maine mud ke maa ko dekha toh unki bhi aankhein mujhe sunkar ke khul chuki thi. Itne mein Salim bola, “Abey Ragini, teri beti se baat kar raha hu main.”
Maa, “Arey mujhe thodi pata tha. Tu kab aayi beti?”
Maine bola, “Bas abhi aayi maa.”
Salim mere pass aakar mere gale ko sehlaate hue bola, “Ragini tu pehle bata deti, toh main poora josh tujhpe nahin nikalta. Balki teri beti ke liye bacha ke rakhta.”
Maine muskuraate hue bola, “Poora josh? Matlab?”
Salim ne ye sunkar pehle meri maa ki taraf dekha. Aur aankhon se kuch ishaara karte hue bola, “Tu hi bata isko, main tab tak isko jee bhar ke choom toh lun.” Bolne ke baad hi usne mujhe apni baahon mein jakad liya, aur mere honton ko kaatne aur choosne laga.
Itne mein maa boli, “Ye harami mujhe subah se teen baar chod chuka hai. Main toh thak gayi iske lund ki sewa kar kar ke. Agar ab chauthi baar khada hua, toh tu hi sambhalna apne aashiq ko.”
Aur woh muskura ke humein dekhne lagi. Kuch der baad mujhe Salim ne apni jakad se aazad kiya aur bola, “Yaar abhi toh teri maa ne hi mera poora ras nikaal diya hai. Main kal dopahar mein aata hun teri choot ki pyaas bujhane ke liye.”
Ye bolte bolte usne meri choot mein do ungli ghusa kar mod di. Mujhe ek haseen sa dard hua, aur meri siskaari chhut gayi. Aur mera sir bhi iss haseen sansanahat se upar ho gaya.
Fir usne mere gale pe kiss kara, jisse main aur garam ho rahi thi. Aur bola, “Chal, aaj aaram kar le, kal tu apni maa se keh rahi hogi ki main thak gayi.”
Main boli, “Abey chal, tujhe pata hai mere liye kitne bhi lund ho kam hain.”
Aur fir ek aur mere galey kiss karte hue usne apni ungliyaan nikaali. Aur unhein choosta hua mujhe aankh maar ke wahaan se chala gaya. Thodi der mein bahar ke darwaze ki aahat aayi, jo ki uske jaane ka sanket tha.
Main uske baare mein soch hi rahi thi, ki maa boli, “Aur beti, kaisa raha sab?” Main fir apne sapno ki duniya se bahar nikli, aur maa ki taraf dekhi, “Haan sab theek hi raha, maa, par…”
Maa ne meri taraf dekhte hue poocha, “Par kya beti. Usne kuch zabardasti ki kya tere saath?”
Main boli, “Nahin maa, woh nahin hai. Woh bahut achchhe se rakhe, aur tohfe bhi diye, par….”
Maa puchhi, “Par kya beti?”
Main unki taraf pareshaan nazron se dekhti hui boli, “Par maa woh pooch rahe the ki kya main unke ghar ki bahu banoongi.”
Maa, “Tune kya bola fir?”
“Main kya bolti, maa? Mujhe kuch samajh nahin aa raha tha. Toh unhone mujhe thoda samay diya hai sochne ke liye.”
Maa badi dilchaspi se poochi mujhse, “Jisse milne gayi thi, ussi se shadi hai kya?”
Maine maa ko dekha, aur fir aankhein neeche karte hue boli, “Nahi maa, ladke ke dadaji the woh.”
Maa haste hue boli, “Ek buddha tujhe chodne ke baad tujhe ghar ki bahu banana chahta hai,” aur bolkar hasne lagi.
Maine kaha, “Nahin maa, unhone toh haath bhi nahin lagaya. Par abhi Salim ko dekh ke mujhe wapas ussi ki biwi banne ka khayal aaya. Aur mujhe nahin lagta ki main unke ghar ki bahu ban sakti hun.”
Maa, “Beti, tu Salim ka khayal nikaal de. Woh shadi shuda hai kabse.”
Main chaunk gayi, “Kya?”
Maa, “Haan beti, isliye Salim ka mat soch, agar tere ko uske alawa koi harz hai toh baat kuch aur hai.”
Mera dil toot gaya tha jab mujhe pata chala ki Salim shadi shuda hai. Aur mere poore dekhe hue sapne jaise mere se door hone lage the. Jab se maine khulke chudai karni shuru kari thi, tab se mere khwaabon ka raja toh wahi tha.
Maa ne mujhe udaas dekha, toh mujhe uth kar apne seene se laga liya. Main rone lagi aur woh mujhe shant karaane lagi. Kuch der main aise hi maa se lipatkar roti rahi. Jab main shant hui, toh maa ne kaha ki agar main chahoon, tu dadaji ko shadi ke liye haan bol doon.
Main boli, “Par maa, main toh ladke se aajtak mili bhi nahin hun.”
Maa, “Beti, tu uski chinta mat kar main dekh leti hun usse. Tu bas baat karne ke baad apne dadaji ka number mujhe de dena.”
Maine mann hi mann soch liya tha ki ab mere pass koi chara nahin hai. Toh main maa ki baahon se thoda door hui, aur maine dadaji ko apni taraf se haan ka message kar diya. Aur maa ko bhi dadaji ka number forward kar diya.
Mera din aise hi udaas rehte hue hi nikal gaya. Main bas soch rahi thi ki mera hi dil kyun tootna likha tha kismat mein. Mujhe Salim ke saath bitaaye hue saare pal yaad aa rahe the. Kaise usne mere janamdin pe mere saath sex kiya tha, aur kaise meri maa aur aunty baith ke dekh rahe the.
Mere mann mein bohut saari baatein chal rahi thi. Mujhe ye samajh nahin aa raha tha ki main apni shadi ko lekar khush ho-un ya udaas. Bhale hi meri shadi ek bade ghar mein hone jaa rahi thi. Par mere toote dil ko wapas jodne waali mujhe koi cheez nahin dikh rahi thi.
Mujhe dikh raha tha ki ab main aur Salim zyada se zyada, sirf chudai pasand sathi bankar hi reh jayenge. Main yahi sochte sochte hall mein hi baithi rahi. Maa kuch der mein kapde badal kar kamre se nikal aayi. Aur mujhe ye bolkar chali gayi, ki woh kuch der mein aati hain.
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