Narrated by Swati
Hello, main Swati. Episode 80 mein aap logone padha ki kaise papa aur Ashok uncle ab mere ghar pe the. Main unn dono ke sath chup-chup kar maze kar rahi thi.
Iss beech papa mujhe kitchen ke store room mein maze karne ke liye le gaye. Jaha unhone mujhe mere zindagi ka sabse bada jhatka de dala.
Main store room mein chaaw se papa ko apne uksaate shabdo ke sath unke lund ko chooskar maza de rahi thi. Jab awaaz aayi ki papa store room ke darwaze ko khol rahe the.
Aur uske khulte hi darwaze ke uss taraf uncle muskurate hue khade the. Main uncle ko dekh chaunk uthi aur fir papa bole: Agar hum use bhi shumil karle to shayad woh kisi se kuch nahi kahega!
Main neeche baithi sthumb si rah gayi ye soch ki ye kya hua. Kya ye koi bura sapna tha ya andhere mein mujhe koi wahum ho rahi hai. Ya fir ye sachme hakeekat thi?
Store room ke andhere mein samne darwaaze se aati roshni mein Ashok uncle ka saaya khada tha. Mujhe yakeen nahi hui ki ye sach hai. Mere papa aise kaise kar sakte hai.
Tabhi store room ki light on hui, dekhi to papa ne on ki aur woh neeche mujhe dekh muskura rahe the. Main fir samne dekhi to ye meri koi wahum nahi thi. Na hi koi bura sapna, samne darwaaze ke paas sachme Ashok uncle khade muskura rahe the.
Papa: Kya hua beta? Surprise pasand nahi aayi?
Main samajh nahi pa rahi thi ki main kahu to kya kahu. Papa aise kaise kar sakte the, main unki beti hun. Papa jhuke aur mujhe baah se pakad khada karte hue bole: Ghabrao mat beta, main hun na yaha.
Pata nahi kyu main thodi machalti hui apne baah unke hath se chura li. Pata nahi kyu mere andar papa se ab mujhe gussa aur darr aane lagi. Main ye baat hazam karne ki koshish mein thi ki kya papa ne ye sachme kiya.
Papa: Swati, kya hua beta, tum darr kyu rahi ho.
Main boli: Woh… uncle ko aapne kyu bataya?
Itne mein peeche khade Ashok uncle bole: Are beta…
Main unhe tokti hui boli: Main apse nahi, papa se baat kar rahi hun.
Papa samajh gaye ki mere andar iss baat ka gussa hai. Woh palat kar uncle se bole: Ashok, tum jao, main isse baat karta hun.
Ashok uncle kuch na bole aur mujhe dekhte hue papa ki baat sunn waha se chale gaye.
Papa fir mujhse bole: Swati, naraaz ho mujhse?
Main bass unke aankho mein dekhti rahi, mere paas unke liye shabd nahi thi.
Papa: Theek hai, main tumhe kuch batana chaahta hun.
Main bass khadi unki baat sunne lagi, mere badan ki garmi ab thandi pad chuki thi.
Papa: Tum mujhse daro matt, please meri poori baat sunogi.
Main kuch na boli aur apne sar ko haan mein hila di. Iske baad papa mujhe apni zindagi ke bare mein bataye ki kaise unke 40 ke umar ke baad se unke aur maa ki zindagi kafi fheeki hone lagi.
Kaise maa apne zindagi mein bhagwaan ki bhakti aur society mein unke umar ki mahilao ke sath society ke faaltu kaamo mein lagaye rakhi. Papa mujhe batane lage ki kaise unhe maa se woh kuch na milne laga jo ek pati apne patni se umeed karta hai.
Papa ne bataye ki kaise kareeb pichle 10-12 saal se woh bass kisi khet ke ek bail ki zindagi jee rahe the. Kaise woh subah kaam par jaate the aur kaise wapas shum ko akar khana khakar soya karte the.
Kyu ki main ek beti thi aur unka koi aur beta nahi tha to woh sachme akele the. Maa aur main do mahilaye shayad hi kabhi ye janne ki koshish kiye ki papa ko kya chahiye tha.
Hamesha main apne dosto aur phone mein lagi rahti thi to maa apne kaam mein. Aur papa ke liye dill khol kar baat karne ke liye bhi koi nahi hota tha. Agar main kabhi unse baat karti bhi thi to uska karan ya to kuch unse khareedwane ke liye ya fir paise ke liye.
Shayad issi liye ghar mein Amit bhaiya ke aane par unme thoda badlaaw tha. Dining table par khana khate hue woh baat karna shuru kiye. Bahana Amit bhaiya hi the par baat woh mujhse aur maa se bhi karne lage. Unki baat sunn mere gusse bhare mann mein ab unke liye tarass aane lagi.
Papa fir bole: Aur yahi haal humare umar ke sabka hai. Ashok ka bhi yahi haal hai uske ghar. Hamm dono ko hi apne apne gharo mein koi nahi poochta. Jaise ki ab humari koi umar nahi jeene ki bass kaam karo ghar mein paise lao, aur kuch bhi nahi.
Main: Papa, I am sorry, par main aise kabhi nahi sochi.
Papa: Us raat jab hum cricket dekh rahe the, uss raat tumhare sath woh beete pal mere dimaag mein utpaat macha di.
Main tab yaad ki ki kaise main unhe cricket dekhne wali raat apni harkato se tarsaa rahi thi. Woh soch halke se muskura gayi aur fir wapas gambheer ho gayi.
Papa: Tumhare liye woh mazaak thi. Par beta mere aur mere itne saal soye armano ke liye nahi. Ek mard ke soye armano ko tum pareshaan kar rahi thi jo main apne andar daba kar rakh na paaya.
Main: Aur aapne Ashok uncle ko bata di?
Papa: Haan agle din office mein maine use ye baat batayi. Kyu ki woh bhi meri hi zindagi jee raha hai aur maine socha ki ussi se baat karu.
Main gambheer hoti hui boli: Hmmm, to kya ab woh iss baat ko chupa ke rakhne ka hissa mang rahe hai?
Papa: Nahi, woh nahi, usne koi hakk nahi manga.
Main: To fir?
Woh kal raat jo humne kiya woh maine aaj subah hi use bataya. Aur fir hum dono ne uspar baat ki. Uske awaaz mein khushi thi. Khushi iss baat ki ki kamse kam meri beti mujhe wapas ek mard hone ka sukh de rahi hai.
Par sath hi mujhe uske awaaz mein uske apne dill ke dard ka bhi ehsaas hone laga. Ashok aur main pichle 22 saal se ek sath kam kar rahe hai beta. Aaj subah uski awaaz mein mere liye woh khushi thi jo ek sachche dost mein hoti hai.
Ek aise dost mein jo apne dard ko chupa kar apne dost ki khushi mein hasta hai.
Main: Aur?
Papa: Aur fir, maine usse kaha ki, kya woh bhi tum, tumhare sath.
Main: To aapne unse kaha?
Papa sar jhuka liye shayad woh mujhse nazar nahi mila paa rahe the aur aage bole: Haan, par usne pahle mana kiya, to maine aaj shum use club ke bahane aane ko kaha.
Main: Aur fir aap soche ki ohh apki beti to farkat ladki hai, unke sath bhi ho legi.
Papa turant bole: Nahi, aisa nahi hai, aisa nahi hai Swati. Main tumhare liye waisa kabhi nahi soch sakta. Kyu ki kuch bhi ho, ho to tum meri beti hi.
Main: To ye sab jo bhi hua, aap dono ki mili bhagat thi. Aap dono mujhe bewakoof banakar maze lena chahte the mere sath.
Papa: Nahi beta, aisa nahi hai, hum bas tumhare mann ki ichcha jaana chaahte the. Main ye baat tumse kaise poochu ye mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha.
Main: To aap uncle ko ye kah kar mere saath chor gaye ki agar hua to mujhe phasakar woh bhi apne hisse ka maza lele.
Papa: Beta, tum har baat ko apne nazariye se mat dekho, mere taraf se bhi dekho.
Papa ki baat sahi thi. Mere andar unke liye gussa to thi hi par ab unki baate aur unki aap beeti sunn mujhe unpar kafi tarass bhi aa rahi thi.
Main hath mod kar khadi boli: Hmmm, theek hai aap hi boliye main sunn rahi hun.
Papa mujhe dekhe aur fir gale se thook utaarkar ek pal soche. Aur fir store room ke darwaaze ko khol kar mujhe bahar jane ka raasta diye.
Woh bole: Main tumhe samjha nahi sakta. Samjhane ko mere paas shabd nahi. Mujhe sahi shabd mill nahi raha beta. Maana aur mujhe pata bhi hai ki jo maine kiye woh galat hai, bohut zyada galat. Tum ja sakti ho, aur hua to mujhe maaf kar dena. Main Ashok ko kah deta hun ki woh bhi apne ghar chala jaye.
Ye kah kar woh mujhse nazar pher liye. Shayad woh sachme pachtaawe mein the. Shayad ab unhe ehsaas hua ki unhe apni beti ke sath aise nahi karni chahiye thi. Issi liye woh mujhse nazar nahi mila pa rahe the.
Main store room se bahar nikli aur dheere dheere chalti hui kitchen se nikalne lagi. Living mein uncle baithe hue the aur mujhe kitchen se aate dekh woh bhi sar jhuka liye. Shayad woh bhi jaante the ki ye sab jo bhi hua sahi nahi hua.
Main apne kamre ko jane lagi. Main nahi chahti thi ki ab indono se nazar milaun. Par beech raaste mein na jaane mere andar kya hua, main palat gayi aur fir mere kadam mere dimaag ke vipreet chalne lagi.
Main chalti hui jakar uncle ke sath baith gayi aur unhe gusse ke sath ghoor kar dekhne lagi. Uncle mujhe dekhe aur fir nazar hatakar apne maathe par aaye paseene ko pochne lage.
Main: To aapki patni, aunti aapko kya kah rahi thi?
Papa itne mein wapas living room aaye. Main unhe dekh samne ke sofe par ishara kar boli: Aap baithiye udhar, aap dono se ab mujhe baat karni hai.
Papa kisi mujrim ke tarah ekdam shaant mere ishare par sofe par chup chap baith gaye. Main wapas uncle se poochi: Haan to ab bataiye, us waqt aapki patni ka call aaya tha?
Uncle mujhe dekhe aur fir papa ko aur fir mujhe dekh bole: Woh, woh nahi thi.
Main: To?
Ashok uncle: Woh ye tha, isne call kiya tha.
Unka ishara papa ke taraf tha. Main papa ko dekhi aur fir wapas uncle se poochi: Par aap to zyada baat nahi kiye. Kya bole ye?
Fir uncle uss call ke bare mein mujhe yaad dilate hue bole: Jab main aur tum taash khel rahe the tab tumhare papa pahle tumhe call kiye the. Uske turant baad woh mujhe call kiya. Us waqt tumse maine kaha ki.
Flashback
Ashok uncle: Are meri biwi ka phone hai, ek minute.
Ashok uncle phone mein: Haan hello!
Papa: Jaanta hun woh tumhare bagal mein hi baithi hai. Kuch mat bolo bass suno. Main hospital se nikal chukka hun. 15–20-minute mein pahunch jaunga lekin Swati ko ek ghanta bola hai. Kuch hua to main achanak se aa jaunga aur fir hume usse kuch chupani nahi padegi… ok… ab rakta hun. Bye!
Ashok uncle: Haan haan, theek hai theek hai, main kaat raha hun.
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Main unhe tokti hui boli: Lekin waisa nahi hua jaisa ki aap dono ne socha.
Papa ko dekh main aage boli: Haina? Aapne socha ki main yaha uncle se lipate rahungi aur aap akar mujhe range hath pakadoge.
Papa: Mere nazar mein aur koi…
Main: Shhh ok ok… aur aage fir?
Ashok uncle: Fir usse baat na bani to jab tumhare papa lungi pehankar aaye to main bhi woh pehanne ke bahane tumhare papa ke sath unke room gaya. Aur humne ye tay kiya ki ab tumhe saari baat bata de.
Main: Hmmm, aur ye tareeka nikala aap dono ne mujhe apni baat batane ki. Mujhe zindagi ka sabse bhayanak jhatka deke.
Papa: Beta, sorry, main tumse kaise kahu ye mujhe samajh nahi aa raha tha. Aur fir jab andar store room mein…
Main papa ko tokti hui boli: Papa, ab aapko safaayi deni ki zarurat nahi. Waise aapki apni baat bhi sahi thi. Main shayad kabhi ye na samjhi ki aapko bhi khush rahne ka utna hi hak hai jitna ki mujhe ya kisi bhi aur ko hai.
Main seedhi baith apne baalo ko baandh sofe se uthne lagi to papa bole: Kha… khana main bana dunga, beta.
Main unhe ghoorte hue boli: Rahne dijiye aap, main kar dungi, jo kaam mujhe karni chahiye woh main kar dungi. Apne hi to kaha ki aapko aapke ghar mein sab khet ke bail samajhte hai.
Papa ko pata tha ki main undono ki harkato se kafi gusse mein hun. Tabhi is taraf uncle bole: Chalo to fir, main bhi nikalta hun.
Papa: Theek hai, khana banne do parcel le ke chale jana.
Uncle: Nahi yaar rahne do. Main bahar se kuch khareed kar ghar chala jaunga.
Main turat uncle se poochi: Kyu aapke ghar mein kya aapke liye khana bhi nahi banta ab?
Ashok uncle papa ko dekhe aur fir hichkichate hue bole: Woh… woh mere ghar abhi koi nahi hai.
Main: Kyu? Aunty nahi hai?
Ashok uncle: Woh, bachcho ke sath new year ki chutti manane Goa gaye hai.
Main: Aur aap? Aap kyu nahi gaye?
Ashok uncle kuch na bole to papa aage bole: Isne apne biwi bachcho se kaha ki kuch din ruk jaye to woh sab sath challenge. To iske biwi bachcho ne kaha ki ye baad mein chala jaye woh abhi ja rahe hai. Aur ise yahi chor chale bhi gaye.
Main uncle ko dekhi. Unke chehre par nirasha thi, papa sahi kah rahe the Ashok uncle ki haalat kafi kharaab hai unke ghar bhi.
Tabhi Ashok uncle samne rakhi khatm hoti daru ki bottle dekh bole: Ye thodi daru jo bachi hai iss bottle mein. Woh main le ja sakta hun na, akele hun ghar pe to, pee kar so jaunga.
Mujhe unn dono par gussa to thi aur kafi zyada. Par mere dimaag ke ek kone mein mere andar ki vaasna bhi bad chadkar bolne ki koshish mein thi. Inse gusse ke beech meri choot mein ek halki machlahat bhi thi.
Ye sochkar ki sirf papa akele hi apne itne saalo ki bhadaas mein aaj subah se mujhe itni baar chodhe. To agar in dono ko maoka diya jaaye to ye dono apni badaas mujhpar kaise nikalenge. Aur ye baat mujhe dheere dheere uttejit kar rahi thi.
Main Ashok uncle se boli: Nahi, woh bottle aap nahi lekar jayenge yaha se.
Ashok uncle tarass bhari aankho ke sath papa ko dekhe to main aage boli: Aap yahi baithke piyoge, aur khana bhi yahi se khaoge.
Woh halki muskaan ke sath mujhe dekhe ki chalo kamse kam maine unhe daaru peene to di to main aage boli: Aur aaj raat, yahi rahoge aap!
Papa: Hmmm, yaha!
Main sofe se uthti hui papa se boli: Haan… yahi rahenge aaj ye.
Aur fir palat kar uncle ko dekh boli: Aur kal maa nahi aane wali hospital se to aap kal bhi yahi rahenge, mere aur papa ke sath.
Uncle ke chehre par sone jaisi chamak aa gayi aur fir main papa ko dekhi to woh bhi kafi khush dikh rahe the.
Main kitchen ko jaane lagi to papa bole: Beta tum takleef mat karo. Main bana dunga khana.
Main palat kar boli: To aaiye, sath mein jaldi banake kaam khatm karte hai.
Fir main uncle ko dekh aankh maar kar boli: Taaki hum sab jaldi fursat mein ho jaye aur taash ke jagah kuch dusra khel khelenge!
To be continued.
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