The affair with seema and progress with teacher had made me confident. I came home and analyzed my actions.One point I had progressed that I had not cared for my fetish , rather cared for seema’s pleasure. But after careful thinking I realized , I am moving fast with teacher , and taking many factors for granted. The approach might have been good for a Ice-Break , but for a target , It was not just enough.
Anyway , I had no more desire for her. That was good. I was approaching a relationship with Seema. I believed it was love , but she actually never expressed.I know girls are a lot more expressive.It might be a one sided affair. I had directed her lust towards me. But we are not husband and wife. Besides there is not even a verbal commitment . I have taken it for love. Am I a fool?
The feeling of winning heart subsidized. Upon analysis I realized that I needed something definite. Sexual affair without any reason is disastrous.I had faced it earlier , I did not want to go through the same phase again. I could not ask the girl , whether she loved me.I had two alternatives.
1. I would understand the behavior of some one much more mature ; in this case teacher
2. I should track other girls at the same time.
I had made a little progress with teacher. I had to have a great plan , for teacher had already caught me in action and through words.She knew exactly where I stood. Besides , I was not the first person going through this phase. And she might have seen a thousand , being a teacher.
The next morning I reached at 04:00. It was dark.I wonder if it were a punishment. I knocked the door and I found her sleepy when she opened the door. Even in sleepy state she started smiling seeing so much obedience.She got freshened and taught me some tricks of Maths. I concentrated on her teaching. I followed the routine. At evening , Seema told me she had her periods. She was horny but , she did not want me to touch her.I restrained myself.
In class I found teacher monitoring almost all my actions.She must also have realized increasing distance between me and Seema , for we did not talk in class. But she may not have realized that I was monitoring even her slightest eye movements.
It gave me a good exposure of her nature. Just in 4 days time I was able to guess her behavior from her hand movements , her eye movements.No movement was without a purpose.Tuition at home and study at school taught me what she would decide. In my Exams , I was able to guess almost 90%of the questions.
No I had to approach her sexuality and verify same concepts.
She brought the answer papers home. She corrected them sitting before me. I could see the marks in her subject. Being the class teacher she had access to mark sheets of all the subjects.The whole evaluations session occurred before me. I did not leak a thing in class.
Soon she started telling me about other teachers . The subject changed soon into what she thought of her male colleagues. I had progressively done well. So it was time for second stage.
Once she had to go to her village for 2 days. I offered to accompany her .She explained that there was no fixed toilet in her village. They had to go to field for defecation.Interestingly the whole cleaning process was to go through one mug of water.It was a nightmare , but after successfully passing tough tests , I did not want to fail in this simple test.
She asked for opinion of my parents. There was nothing to deny. To me is was a test and an opportunity.I carried her baggage and just two of my dresses to her village. It was a typical village with no power supply .The number of problems were virtually same as number of benefits in any city .With no direct route , some part of the journey had to be covered through bullock carts.My dress and her saree were dirty.I got angry with the rider , but I did not have options.
Her parents welcomed her and showed a lot of affection to me. I came to know that she was a rare talent of her village.I saw , it was difficult to go from such a village to an educational institution. She was unmarried because she paid the tuition fee for 25 different students, Rs 2000 each , for a month. That is why she preferred to stay at a simple low rent house.I developed nothing but respect.
At night I had to sleep in a guest room . It was simple , but without power. She came late night to see if I were asleep.
T:Are u asleep?
I:No madam.
T: I am sorry . There are so many mosquitoes.
I:Not a problem madam, I have covered myself with blanket.Its not hot season, so It is manageable.
T:Ok
She went out and came after 30 minutes. All this time I had been thinking of her.
T:When are you going to sleep ?
I:Why?
T: I will sleep after you are asleep.
I:Madam , I am your student. Not Guest. Let me press your legs when you go to sleep.
T:Why?
I:(Silence)
She did not come again. I did not have time to think of her behavior . Next morning I woke up at 3:30 out of habit. She called me precisely at the the same time.
T:Did you sleep?
I:I did.
T:We have to go to field soon , before others get up.
I:Ok.
I got ready for open toilet.She walked ahead of me , holding my hand in her one hand , while we both held a small mug of water in other hand and washed and clean and dry clothes on our shoulders.Soon the village disappeared and we reached near river. She called me and told me sit near her . Without waiting for me , she lifted her saree. Before It reached her pussy ,
I turned my face and waled to a distance , where I could not see her. I completed my chore . I needed more water. I went to her , she had completed her chore. She called me to river. She washed her hands clean , and asked me to do the same. Afterwards , she said , we had to take bath right there and clean clothes. I did not think and before she could say a thing I started walking away from her. She pulled my hands ,
T: This is river , not play ground.Forget your shyness this hour.
I:I am not shy.I do not want to put you through discomfort.
T:Ohh really , then what were you doing that day in morning? Wanted to comfort me by seeing me without clothes?
I:(Silent)
S:I know you have changed , but this is not the correct time.
I:Ok Madam.(My mouth almost dried)
She started to take off her clothes.I watched around us . We were completely alone. There was as long as I could see my back.Beyond that there was thick greenery. Ahead of us there was water which appeared dark , beautiful and dangerous.I saw her again , and found her making expressionless face. I saw below. She had no clothes on her chest , and she did not even try to cover it.She pulled her saree , washed it on the stone , still sitting topless on the river sore.
This was one of the times , you see a beautiful woman with her features exposed for you , still feel empty and free of lust.May be I still had doubts . Hence I was shy. Within no time re moved dress from her bottom and sat completely naked.All her features were not only exposed , but also stretched for complete view. I was no more full of doubts.I put my clothes in to water and washed. I asked her for soap. May be till then shehad not seen me naked. She looked at my crotch , for a moment only. Then she gave me her soap , and concentrated on her work.
With that done , I started to bath , she did not ask me to do that. As soon as she saw me bathing , she rushed towards me as fast as she could. I saw all muscles move without without the restriction of clothes.And suddenly I fell free , gravity-less. For a moment I did not know what was going on. Then I knew I was drowning. She came jumped into water . I almost wrapped my body around hers . She brought me out , may be 200 meters distant place.
I had not lost my sense.I was in an altogether different state. She slapped my face once she pulled me out. Then started crying . Then she kissed me vigorously for a minute and covered me completely with her body. Below me was dry sand.And above me , she stretched herself from head to toe.I was almost into her body.After staying for 20 minutes she got up , and sat down. It was about to be 05:00. The clothes had already dried to some extent.she started wearing her blouse and inners, then saree. Idid not want to wear anything what so ever.
T:Wear your clothes.
I:Why?Can my clothes hide anything from you?
T: No they cant. But we have circumstances.
I:Yes madam.
The whole day I saw her work like a mule. She taught village students in morning.worked all the days long and cooked in morning and evening.She never said anyone she was tired. But I knew she was.Her face had turned reddish black. Her back was wet. I wonder if I was only one who could see her tiredness.
At night she came to see me She just sat down silently and brushed my hair.
T:Tomorrow we shall leave.
I:Yes madam.
T:Have you packed everything?
I:No .
T: Tomorrow morning you pack .
I: Sleep here , I shall massage your limbs and back.
T:Do you know how to?
I: (Pulled her hands)
She lied facing down.She lifted her hips looseness the nada of her saree and petticoat.Then she looked me.She wanted my lap.She brought her head to my lap , faced down .I removed saree from upper body. Her back was naked for me to access , yet I did want to feast on it.I touched her spine, gently pulled each muscle up and down till she moaned.
Then I pressed her arms and hands carefully. In the same way I had massaged her back. I Lifted her saree from knees to waist and lifted it upto chest level, and gently massaged calf muscles to the best I could .I massaged her feet and the area between fingers.During the massage of her thighs back she separated her legs.For massage of her frontal thighs , she faced upward.I massaged her thighs for some time. She did not tell me a thing. She took her fingers to her pussy and started rubbing very slowly.
It did not take me much time to understand that she was masturbating. I did not expect it from her.I knew what to do.But it was not lust I was glued with.It was more like surprise.The vigor of the process increased.I pressed and massaged her thighs.She was rough with herself.She pressed her boobs hard and hit her vaginal mounds.She lifted her ass and pushed one finger in asshole and began the back and forth action.Soon she concentrated on her boobs more and removed her remaining clothes over head , and sat down on my hand.She moved back and forth with her pussy rubbing all over my hands up to fingers.
As soon as it reached fingers , I tried to put them in.She pushed my one finger in her ass hole and i synchronized movement with her pussy.After 4 minutes she was nearing ecstasy.Then she came on my hands and collapsed . I went out to check for presence of anybody.Her parents were sleeping in a distant room.i washed my hands with some available water.
I brought my towel and cleaned all the juice coming out.I cleaned her fingers , then covered her with the blanket.I was waiting for her to get up.I would have slept some time , for I opened eyes when she called me to go to the river.
My Journey To The World Of Desires – Part 6
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