Hello guys, I am trying my best to describe my journey as a shy teenage guy to committed lover guy moved abroad(US) to pursue masters to naughty working guy. This might be boring for few people, for some it might look like reflection of their life. I will try to be concise in this piece so I can best efforts to make it interesting for ISS readers. Nevertheless, I will write all my experiences and publish on this medium which has forced my hands into my shorts at night for most of the last 8 years. Your feedback will be well appreciated.
I was born and brought up in Hyderabad, where I spent until 12th grade. Later on I moved places for studies and so did my libido which increased with age and money in hand. Surprisingly, I lost my virginity much before my friend who first told me what is a condom and sexual intercourse. Condom was just something to prevent AIDS. I don’t even know how it looked like for one another ear. But act of sexual intercourse was hard to believe yet for another one year until we were taught reproduction as part of science. This is when I got attracted the girl. Starting to stare at those little blossoming breast of my class mates.
Initially, I was guilty and later on I realized its normal thing. Crush was the word used commonly to describe infatuation towards the opposite sex. I too had many crushes, but I was very shy like I mentioned before. It was the time I made up my mind to start talking to girls, unfortunately whomever I started talking to, my friends used to link up me with that girl and news would spread like wildfire as if we are committed.
Few incident like this prevented me from talking too girls in my class. Like said age and money are contributors for my increasing libido, It was age alone till 10th grade. I started watching FTV, reading local new paper which would write about sex, read other accessible literature. I did not even masturbate or cum till 11th class though there were white spots on my underwear now and then.
Here starts the surge in libido:
I was all alone in my home and it was long time since I could watch FTV. I still remember the lingerie show that used to be aired everyday. I watched that for 30 mins sitting in chair, while unknowingly my penis made its way out of the side of my underwear making me uneasy. I opened my pant to see a big dick head of mine and my foreskin pushed all the was back. It was my first time to see that so big. I was scared.
In less than a minute pushed into the underwear. It was kind of added pleasure to me which made me cum for the first time in life. It ton of cum load. I didn’t know what it is. Cleaned it and started reading to see what it was. That’s how nature thought me to masturbate. A new word in my dictionary. It wasn’t that frequent at that point of time.
Era of mobile phone, pocket money and teenage:
It was the same time that I started studying 11th grade and Nokia released its 6600 famous phone. I didn’t have that phone but I could access internet from mine. Daily pocket money of 100rs made me allocate enough money to buy an internet pack. This is when I started masturbating to pictures. It was a while until I got introduced to ISS after I got a phone. Nights were always horny with few of yours contributions. Still there is no girl in my life. But always there was memory to recollect the hotties that I saw in past few days. Boobs were my favorite then, now. I used masturbate fantasizing these memories. By this time I was watching porn whenever I get a chance from time not remembering when I exactly started.
Moving out of town:
Engineering college; Place with most number of beautiful babes, but none in my Class. Four years was fun in guy only class where lecturers were friendly etc. But own room and laptop introduced me to online dating. It was vain…not enough money to pay membership fees on those websites. It was then I submitted a fantasy on ISS. There were a bunch of responses and two of them were good sexchat buddy’s until they got married. Also met a few on yahoo chat room, did cam chat. I was craving for sex, but there was no chance. I moved app to app, made friends. None ready to share a pic or number to talk. I have given that a drop. By this time I was matured enough to decide that I should a girl whom I will be loving. From few years prior to this point of time, only masturbation was common in my life from day to day. People and places changed but not that one.
Moving abroad:
I moved to US for higher education. This is changing point in my life. People I met did not know my Shy past. They know me a jovial easy going guy able express his feelings openly. Though I was, I never seemed desperate to friends and girls I met there. For sure they did fall for my romantic and flirtatious behavior which was shocking to me even.
Slowly I had good bunch of friend’s gang (guy and girls). Hugging and holding in arms was common thing here (new to some). I started feeling boobs now and then. This was all feeling nice. Girls specially need some support and they start looking for a guy who could help them through their initial month abroad. I have seen some of them getting committed in as early as month.
My turn to find a girl(I did):
For other than Sex, I had good intentions to help people. I used to do whatever I could when someone asked me help. There were many girls too. One of these girls is my LIFE right now. She is the best for me. We are 100% compatible. No doubt in that. She was innocent and shy too. Not innocent to extent that she didn’t know sex, but enough to get used by her friends. My support to her got us closer. Helping to making her horny is my job right now. Yes, we eventually got committed. From the time we first spoke it took us 4 months to kiss.
First kiss to loosing virginity:
We getting close day by day and she proposed me all of a sudden. I was interested too. I took 15 day for me to make up mind and accept her proposal. Now money is in hand. So we were always eating outside, going for long drives on weekend. Things were changing. Thanks to the long drive at night. Automatic gears made job easy to hold her hand with fingers locking.
She told her past, family etc. Nothing was sexual between us, but I was loving the cleavage and her boobs. I know they will be mine. But my mind was unable to stop thinking about those. I dropped her home, and a while later I got a call from her, she wasn’t able to sleep. I went to her place…passed time. Slowly without knowing we got closer and she kissed me so naturally as if we kissed umpteen times. We looked each other. No words. I kissed her on her lips.
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