He was very tall and rough looking. Quite muscular, dark and was unshaved. Looked fearsome to be honest. He was going to be my house help. It was organised by my uncle when my parents rented me a flat to study at a city high school. I was in grade 12. He was supposed to cook, wash and keep the house clean. I was not happy about the man, but could not say any thing to my uncle as he has gone out of the way to get this person. He was from a distant village. His name was Arumugam. He said his age was 30, almost 13 years older than me.
He was a good worker. The food he cooked was quite good and he kept the house very neat. I noticed that he did his exercises every morning – callisthenic, yoga and other kinds which were new to me. It was 2 bed room flat. I used one and he slept in the other which was also the store room for every thing. He did it in the small space between the hall and the kitchen, usually when I am getting ready to go to work. He was always bare bodied except for the shorts he wears when he did the exercises and I couldn’t help noticing his bulging muscles.
I was not a very physical person myself. As I was quite fat when I was younger before I lost a bit of weight in my early teenage; but my body has been quite flabby since then, especially around the chest area, where the fat has cumulated and look like boobs. I was always shy about my appearance and avoid taking my top off in front of others. A year two ago to my dismay, I noticed that the chest area was slowly growing; it was more than just fat as it was getting quite firm too, really like breasts. I was shocked but was too ashamed to tell any one about it. At the same time, my penis started to get smaller; instead of getting bigger as once gets older. This was more worrying. I used to wank myself from the time I stated having erection and even that seems to have become harder and even I try to jerk for a long time, I found it hard to get an erection or ejaculation. I had to do some thing about it, soon after my school finishing exams.
This particular morning, I was not feeling well and decided to stay home. I was sitting in the hall and was reading the morning papers. Arumugam was doing his exercised as usual. I was watching him now and then. He was aware of it and I felt that he was showing off his body to me. He was sweating and his muscles were shinning. I was surprised that it was quite appealing to me. When he was doing a yoga exercise standing on his head, his shorts slipped a bit and I saw his penis. It was very big; almost three times the size of mine in length and thickness. I was shocked to see any thing as big as that and to my shock I started to get an erection. I couldn’t believe the effect it had on me. I had to get up and leave the place quickly to prevent him noticing my reaction as I also had shorts on at that time.
From that time onwards, my attitude towards him changed completely. I started to be extra ordinarily nice to him with out being too obvious. I prompted him to shave regularly and bought him shaving set, after shaves, face powders, perfumes and antiperspirants. The transformation on him was remarkable. He looked very presentable. I even bought him new shirts, boxer shorts and trousers. I noticed him proudly wearing his new boxer shorts when he was doing exercises next day.
I became a bit more open in admiring his body and told him in so many words that he had a very nice body and wished that I had one like his. He was very polite in replying that there was nothing wrong with mine. One day after he did exercise, he was panting and sweating and I happen to pass by. I couldn’t help stopping by his side and touched his chest muscles and poked my finger into it.
“Wow that is hard” I remarked. He just smiled and said, “Many years of hard work” Since then I notice that there were occasions when our bodies touched each other with no one making an issue of it. Few days later on when I mentioned that I had a neck ache, he offered to massage my shoulders. He asked me to take my shirt off. I was very embarrassed to do so, because of my flabby chest. I openly told him about it. He just laughed it off and said that he has noticed it before and I should not worry about it. I hesitantly took my shirt off and he asked me to lie on my bed. He had just finished his exercise and was wearing just his boxers I have given him. I too had my boxer shorts on and I took off the T shirt I was wearing and lied facing down.
He came and sat net to me. I could sense a mixed smell of the perfumes I have bought for him and his sweat; it was not that unpleasant. He started to gently massage my neck and shoulders. It was really nice. I felt like going off to sleep. Suddenly I heard him saying, “I have noticed that you have boobs like a woman” I was shocked at his statement. I didn’t know what to say.
He continued “Do you mind if I touch them?” I was too stunned to reply him. I felt his hands slipping under me and next minute he grabbed my boobs. I have to confess that when I am lying face down, they do look like almost a B to C size boobs. I was so shy that I kept my eyes closed. He squeezed them like a man squeezing a woman’s boobs.
“Oh Thambi, it feels so nice” His hands were quite large and the squeezing was getting rougher by the second, it was hurting me but at the same time there was a sense of pleasure which was unexplainable. His finger pinched my nipples and stroked them on and off as he continues to squeeze them.
“Let me suck them” he said, it was not a request, more of a command. He made me get up from the bed and he lied down first and asked me to climb over him with my chest just above the level of his face. The boobs were hanging down and he pulled me down until one of them touched his mouth and he started to suck on it. Oh dear. What a situation have I got my self into, I knew that I should get out of it but at the same time my body was enjoying it. How weird.
He was sucking one while squeezing the other and he changed from one to the other. I started to feel a nice eerie feeling in my nipples as if there was some thing oozing out of it. I knew that it was my imagination but it felt real at that time. I didn’t want him to stop what he was doing as it gave me great pleasure.
I desperately wanted to feel his muscles and also to have good look at his cock which I only had a fleeting glimpse once. But, he never gave me the opportunity to do any of the above as he abruptly stopped the sucking and got up from the bed and said, “You better go to sleep as you have to go to school in the morning” and walked out. He did turn the lights off as he went out. I couldn’t go to sleep as I kept thinking about his body and of the strange but pleasant sensation his sucking gave me.
Next morning he behaved as if nothing happened the previous night. As usual I gave him money for the shopping. I was surprised when he asked for a bit more than what he usually asks for, but I didn’t say any thing. At school I couldn’t help thinking about the previous night now and then.
For some reason or other, I was looking forward to going back home. I was surprised to see him waiting for me at the front of the flat and as I went in, he closed the door behind us and hugged me. I was surprised by his action but was very pleased. I hugged him back and next thing we were kissing each other. I have never kissed any one in my life and here I was standing in the hall room, kissing another adult male passionately. He seemed to be quite experienced as he had his tongue inside my mouth in no time and I took his lead and followed what ever he did. We would have stood there kissing for more than 10 minutes before he withdrew his lips from my mouth.
While kissing, I did manage to feel his muscles on his back as he was bare bodied; they were rock hard and felt nice to feel. He asked me to sit down and he sat next to me. I turned towards him and ran my hand over his chest; it was something I have been waiting to do for a very long time. He watched me with a smile as I felt his muscles. They were hard as a stone. I felt his nipples which were quite pert and standing n up. I felt them being stirred by my touch. I looked at his face and nodded before I bent down and took one of them in mu mouth. He liked it very much as I sucked on it, he held my head with is hand and stroked my hair with the other as I went from one nipple to the other. When I stopped sucking, he gently kissed me on my lips and then went and fetched me a cup of tea. He told me that he had a surprise for me and will give it to me after I had my tea. I was wondering what it was going to be.
He brought me a parcel and sat down next to me and placed in on my lap. “Open it” he said; he was not used to being polite I guess. I was surprised what I found inside. There was a bra and matching panties! There were more. There was a jock strap various creams and powders for my face and body and a dress! I couldn’t believe my eyes and was very embarrassed.
“I can’t wear these” I protested. “Of course you are going to wear them because I want you to. You don’t want to disappoint me do you?” The way he said it was quite forceful and I wasn’t sure how to refuse. I have been always a very timid and feminine kind of person. I had to confess that he scared me as well as fascinated me to the extent of being attracted to him at the same time.
“Be a good girl and go inside and get your self into it.” He called me a girl! Oh shit. This has gone beyond my worst imagination. I couldn’t believe it, but, I felt that he had some sort of a hold over me and I really wanted to please him. I looked at him. He was not handsome at all; to the contrary he had crude features and was quite dark in comparison to me. I was quite fare by south Indian standards. But he had a beautiful body. That was probably my attraction towards him. I was confused.
I went into my bed room and stood in front of the mirror for a few minuted not knowing what I should do. He was standing out side the room asking me to hurry up. I hesitantly took off my clothes. As I watched my self on the mirror, I could understand why he was thinking of me as a woman. The boobs were quite obvious and the cock was shrunk to an extent it was almost non existent. First I put on the jock strap which held back my cock and the balls flush against my body to such an extent no one would know I had them. In the back there were two straps on either side of the back passage, I didn’t understand why it was like that until later on. I put on the panties next. It was black and laced and really looked nice and when I slipped into the matching bra, I was surprised how well it fitted me. It was made of such material that it in fact pushed it up and made my boobs look bigger than what they were! I couldn’t believe what I saw of myself on then mirror and as I started applying the make up, in front of my eyes, I was being transformed into a beautiful woman!
It was not me! With the black eye lashes and the pink lipstick and the mascara on the cheeks – who was that woman staring at me? I had long hair to start with and I usually combed it back wards. I brushed it down to let it fall on either side of my ears and applied the hair cream which made it look curly and conform with the contour of the face. I put a red dot on my forehead to complete the make up and then slipped into the dress. It looked so small and I had to struggle to get into it but when I finally did get in, it fitted me perfectly, clinging on to my body and showing off all the curves.
It was weird. Here I was standing I front of the mirror and what I saw was not me! Let me get out of this room and play the role I have acquired, I guess. I shook my head to let the hair fall into place and looked for the last time on the mirror to make sure every thing was perfect I walked out of the room.
If I was socked by my appearance, the look on the face of Arumugam appeared as if he has seen a ghost. He looked at me with his mouth open struggling for words to say. I was very pleased. I was surprised how much I was enjoying this role playing. Soon I would realise that it was more than that and I would really become a woman in the eyes of the world.
The first thing he said was, “I can’t call you thambi any more. We have to change your name” – a play with the end of my name and made it into Devini. I liked the name.
“Oh Devini, you look so beautiful. I have never seen any one as beautiful like you in my life!” He took me by my hands and let me to the sofa. We both sat down and I didn’t know what to say. He looked into my eyes and took my chin on his hand and kissed me gently on my lips. Strangely enough I felt like a woman kissed by a man and kissed him back and soon we were embraced in a passionate kissing. Our tongues seeking each other. He kissed my neck and my throat and it was a strange but sensual feeling. His hands were on my boobs squeezing them. It felt different when squeezed on top of the dress and bra. The effect of the bra definitely made it feel bigger. Even Arumugam made a remark to that effect.
“Your boobs feel bigger than before!” Soon he undid the button of my dress and pulled it down. He looked at my bra clad boobs. “Wow, they look big!” He took both of them at the same time and started to squeeze them, he was bit rough but I didn’t mind it. I was cherishing my role as a woman and every thing he did to me was enjoyable. He put his mouth on top of the bra and teasingly bit my nipples. I pretended that it hurt me and we both laughed. He unhooked my bra off and started to suck my nipples going from one to the other. This time I definitely felt a pleasurable sensation as he kept sucking, as if milk was seeping out!
He even stopped for a minute to raise his head and ask me whether I could feel any thing coming out as he could taste some thing slightly bitter in his mouth. I nodded and said I felt it too. The more he sucked more did I feel it and I didn’t want him to stop it. After what appeared to me hours, he said that we should go into my bed room.
I was not sure what was going to happen next. He led me while holding my waist init the room. He made me sit on my bed and sat next to me. Then he turned around and said; “I want to fuck you now” I was confused, how could he fuck me as I don’t have a pussy? Then it dawned on me the purpose of the jock strap and the two straps on either side of the back passage. Oh dear!
This was something I never imagined was on the cards. I didn’t want to offend him in any way, but at the same time I was worried about what it would be like, especially whether there was going to be any pain. He put his hand on top of my panties and rubbed the front of my crotch. Even though my cock was strapped down, I still had a nice feeling when he did that. He bent down and kissed me on top of the panties and pulled it down with his teeth. It would have been romantic, if only I was a woman! But I was, in his eyes, I guess.
He made me climb on top of the bed and stand on my knees and elbows facing away from him. I was quite concerned as I couldn’t see what was going to happen. I closed my eyes and decided to let nature take its own course. First thing I felt was a wet feeling on my arse hole. I didn’t know what it was, but then realised that it was his tongue. He was licking my arse hole! It was ticklish but was quite pleasant and he did it for a minute or two. Then I felt his finger gently probing the entry. He didn’t force it but just left it there and I felt the muscles contracting around it. As it contracted, his finger slowly advanced inside. I felt a heavy feeling as if my bowels were full. He left it there for a minute before pulling it out.
I knew what was going to happen next. He came prepared for it as I felt some cold gooey stuff being applied. It was Vaseline. I dreaded the pain which was going to follow. I closed my eyes and waited. I felt the tip of his cock at the entry. My arse muscles started to contract around the tip which was four times as thick as his finger. Then I started to feel it going inside. The heaviness was worse than before and was accompanied by excruciating pain. I grit my teeth trying to block away the pain. But it was not going any where. I started to moan, more with pain than anything else. As the cock gradually went further in, the pain started to subside and was replace with a strange sensation of pleasure. I started to relax and Arumugam must have sensed that as he slowly withdrew his cock and inserted it back again; it was not that painful this time around. The feeling of fullness was there but there was a new sensation of pleasure which was unexplainable. I liked the feeling and wanted him to keep pulling it out and reinsert.
“You are a great fuck Devini; your arse hole is so tight” he remarked as he started to pound his cock in and out of my arse hole. All my fears of being fucked in the arse were gone now and I was enjoying it. I stared to moan with pleasure. “Oh yes. It is good…” I cried. He bent down and grabbed my boobs which were hanging down and squeezed them as he continued to fuck me. He was getting rough both with his fucking and squeezing. But I loved it! I felt that he was going to come soon as he also started to moan.
“It is coming…. Yes…” he cried out and I felt his cum filling my arse. He kept his cock inside me even after he came for a minute or two. My arse muscles kept contracting around his cock during that time. I was in a state of ecstasy. I collapsed on the bed with exhaustion. He also lied down next to me and we both had a short nap. I was the first one to wake up. I looked down and saw his cock which was still quite semi limp. I gently took it in my hand and slowly stroked it. He woke up and noticed that I was holding on to his cock. He smiled at me and asked me, “Do you like to play with it?” I nodded my heady shyly. I held it and stroked it and felt it stirring up at my stimulation.
“I want you to suck it” he said out of blues. It was not a request but an order. I was sort of taken aback. It was so big and I have never sucked a cock before. How on earth am I going to take it in my mouth? He realised my predicament. “Just one step at a time” he was quite encouraging and supportive as I slowly wriggled my self into position with my head close to his cock. “It will be easier for you if I sit on the bed and you kneel between my legs” I got up and did as he told me. He sat at the edge of the bed and I was facing him, he smiled at me as I tentatively took the tip in my mouth. I looked up at him while I slowly licked the tip. I could taste the cum and it was quite bitter. I kept licking for a short time before I took the knob of the head in my mouth. I have almost had to open my mouth fully to accommodate it.
He tried to push it further in, but I shook my head indicating that I was not ready yet. Fortunately he didn’t press me. I took my time and slowly took more and more into my mouth. I felt the tip touching the back of my throat and I knew that was the limit and if I took any more, I would start to gag. I withdrew my mouth and retraced the length again, moving my mouth over the shaft. I could feel his cock growing inside my mouth and as such I was able to take less and less each time than I took in before. He did try to push further in but I had to stop him from making me gag. After a couple of attempts, he left me to set the tempo and length I was able to suck. I increased the pace and he held on to my head as he moaned with pleasure. I felt his cock throbbing and before I realised, he shot his load into my mouth.
I was not prepared for it. What should I do now? Should I swallow it or spit it out. I looked up to him from my knelt position. He decided it for me. “Swallow it” he said. I had no option but to do so. It was gooey and bitter, but I blocked my mind and swallowed it. It kept coming in spurts and felt like there were gallons of it. I managed to swallow most of it. I noticed a bit dripping on to the ground.
He lifted me from the floor. Made me sit on his lap and held me tightly. “From today onwards, you are going to be my woman. Okay?” I shyly nodded. He continued. “I will look after you and let no one touch you. But, if you cheat on me, I will kill you. Understand?” It was all new to me. I just nodded in agreement. He was a man of contradiction. He could be loving and caring one minute but rude and fearsome next minute. I had to learn to live with it. At that instance, I was not thinking beyond the moment. I was in a state of daze – realising for the first time the femineity in my self and being deflowered by a man who wants me to be his woman. Too much to comprehend for a day.
COMMENTS