Damini – A Life Beyond My Soul

Hi guys this is Vinay back with another story of mine through which I lost my virginity. It happens to be one my best unforgettable thing happened to me till date…By the way..thanks a lot for your encouraging comments for my previous story. The roads of Chennai are really dangerous when we drive a Yamaha RX 135 on a rainy day. You skid almost every time you try to brake. With lot of difficulty I could see in that rain as I didn’t have a helmet that time….i drove slowly but wanting to accelerate very badly as the person I was going to meet was the one I loved for 8 years…without even seeing her properly!

Damini…..she was the one for whom I felt I could go against the whole world. I parked the bike at the Kesavarthini bus stand in Valsarwakkam as advised by her and waited for her. It was still drizzling and water was still dripping from my face, as I recalled the past 8 years of my life…which had only her. She was the one who was there always in my thoughts…dreams…breathe….blood….heart…..u name it ….she was there everywhere.

If I got a chance to ask god something in my life…hands down it will be only her….that’s all…just her. But god is also strange…he never gives what you would really want in life…even if you die for it…..Damini was my aunt’s daughter and my childhood crush ever since my childhood days. I spent my childhood in Delhi as my dad was a government officer and transferred to Delhi long back. I had been away from my relatives almost all through the life. Dad was from a town in outskirts of Chennai but after retirement of dad we all relocated back to Chennai as we had our own house there.

It was I think 1996 and that was the time I was joining my engineering in a college in Chennai on OMR road. One day one lady and two young girls knocked on our door. I went and opened the door. As soon as I opened it I asked them who they are and the lady said….hey!! don’t you know me ?? I am your aunty Devaki!! You forgot me already?? I saw the other two girls. One of them was my Damini!! My eyes were stuck on her and she also kept looking at me. I apologized to my aunt and invited them in and made them sit and called my mother.

My mother came from inside and they all started to talk to each other…and I was quietly watching TV when I heard my aunt tell my mom. Vinay has totally forgotten us!! I apologized to her again and explained to her that I had never seen her even in photos so that’s why I thought they were strangers. Then my mom told me that the elder daughter name was Ranjini and younger one was Damini. Right from the first day we saw each other we felt a wave of electricity passing through us. She too felt it the same way….i could see she use to give me the stares from the corner of the eyes….she had huge eyes and luscious lips…

I could die for them any day…and most of all she had the love ogling for me for no reason…The whole day passed with these glances and occasional winks at her. She returned my gestures with a lovely divine smile. Then my mom forced my aunt to stay in our house for the night and leave in the morning as their house was too far. My aunt refused, but after a lot of pressure from my mom, my aunt decided to stay back in our house for the night. I felt so happy…that I could see my angel for more time. I gestured to her with my eyes to come in the night time to the balcony in front of the house.

She smiled and put her head down in acceptance. I was in heaven dreaming of her when I just woke from sleep in a jerk…and stared at the clock in darkness. It was 1am midnight. I quietly creeped out of my bedroom and walked towards the balcony. My aunt, her sister and my mom were all sleeping with her. She saw me walking to the balcony as I guessed she was not sleeping at all. She quietly got up and joined me in the balcony.

I quietly held her hand and made her sit alongside with me on the staircase which leads to the terrace. We both wanted this moment so badly as neither of us acted like strangers and we started to talk about each other’s life and how we felt at that moment. I told her felt like being with her always and she just looked into my eyes. It was just irresistible. I held her face and quietly placed my lips on hers. I was 19 and she was just 18 years under the stars and skies….

Just holding each other, hearing each other’s breathe and chewing away at each other’s lips ferociously. I hugged her with all my heart and lip locked her again crushing her into my chest. We both just felt like dying that moment. She didn’t say a word whether she needed me or anything as she was too young to think of all that….but she felt so good in my arms….she didn’t want to leave me….and we both caressed each other with our innocent touches as we both didn’t have the guts to go further.

Next day morning, they all got ready and left for their town. Before she left I gave her our house phone number in a piece of paper and told her to call me in the evening. At that time mobile phones were still not there. For the next two days she didn’t call at all and I was growing impatient. On the third day I was watching TV in the evening when suddenly the phone rang. I picked up and said”hello who is speaking? I am Vinay here.” On the other end of the line came a shivering voice.” Hello….i am Damini!!!” My heart skipped a beat!

I said why it took her so long…and she told me that her mom has got suspicions on us as she saw teeth marks on her neck when she was changing her dress. She made an excuse that it is some insect bite, but her mom slapped her asking her that what was she dreaming of when the insect was biting her. I understood the situation and told her to remain normal, as if she did anything abnormal then she might get caught. So she said ok and I told her not to call me as I will be coming to her house soon. She was thrilled to hear that from me.

After two days I told my mom and dad that I want to see the aunt’s village as I have never seen a village and mom agreed and we all prepared to leave on a weekend. Mom told my aunt that she is coming to her house and my aunt was very happy to hear that. It took us two hours to reach her place and my aunt was sitting in the doorstep of her house. She saw my mom and gave a wide smile and then when I got down from the car she saw me and I could see her smile fade away slowly. She tried her best not to show it outside but I could see right through her.

I asked about her wellbeing and she just turned her face away telling me that she is fine, showing me all her displeasure on my presence there. I cared a damn for it as I wanted to see my angel and went inside looking for her. I searched the whole house and she was tucked in the corner of the bedroom and her eyes were swelled up. I can’t explain the pain I had in my heart that time. I asked her what happened. She told me that her mom hit her mercilessly with the broom stick and now has called upon her uncle to fix up marriage for her with his son.

That fellow was a big rogue and everyone knew that. It was very evident that my aunt was doing this because of our relationship. Tears swelled up in my eyes and I just told her ”you are my angel, and if you were born for me then no one can separate you from me”. She burst into tears and I just walked out and sat quietly at the court yard of the house. My mom came and asked me to have food and I told her I am leaving to Chennai.

She was surprised at what I said as I was the one who suggested to everyone on the visit. I called dad from aunts home and told him that I am on my way and I am leaving the car there itself so that he can drive it back later. I went to the bus stand and waited….after 30 min the bus came and I just climbed the stairs of the bus heavy hearted….The bus went through the paddy fields and the sun was setting down when I saw someone running towards the bus through the fields. As the person approached I could see it was my Damini.

She just came near the bus and stopped. The driver thought that she wanted to board the bus and stopped the bus for her. She saw me and came running to my window with a paper folded in her hands and stretched it to me. I took it from her and moved my lips without any sound saying”I LOVE YOU” and in return she said “ i love you 2” she too moved her lips and the “2” she showed with her fingers. That’s it…..her image faded away……as the bus ploughed through the dusty road.

That image was in my eyes, as I wait for her at the Kesavarthini bus station…..it all seemed like a continuation. In last eight years….i have been virtually living with her….in my day to day life…talking to her, eating with her, feeding her, putting her to sleep. No one knew that there was another person living with me in my thoughts……

It is year 2004. I got her mobile number from her sister Ranjini whom I met in a relative’s marriage with her husband. I asked her about Damini and she told me she didn’t get married and just now finished her final year in polytechnic for diploma in civil eng. I was happy to hear that. I asked for her number innocently and she gave it to me. I got away from that crowd immediately and called on that number. It started to ring and my heart was beating fast….just like the way it was beating when I touched her first.

Finally after a long ring it was answered. I heard a hello and I said is it Damini and the answer was yes…I am Damini here. I said do u remember a name called Vinay?? And I could feel the race in the pulse on the other end….Vinay!!!! oh my god!! Where are you?? I said I am in chennai now…and I asked her how is she and all….she sounded much more mature and sounded like a sweet lady……we fixed the time to meet and that’s it….i told her….no matter what happens I will be there. She said surely she will come.

So I was standing there….in that cold drizzle as from a distance I could see a sky blue salwar kameez coming towards me. As the person came near…I could see the outlines….the curves…..then I saw her face…and there she was….all the more beautiful and elegant and ass swaying walk…..Wow>….. We just stood in front of each other, separated by a feet and both admired each other from top to bottom. And then our eyes met and fixed there for 30 secs. i broke the silence and asked her” how are you?” her reply was simple with tears swelling up in her eyes “ i am alive”.

I held her hand and made her sit on my bike and asked her where to go. She told me that she is living in a room shared with her roommate and told me to come to her room. I agreed and we first bought some food for us and went to her room. She was staying as a paying guest in a house and the room was in the terrace with a separate gate for her room. It was well designed as the people in terrace don’t need to disturb anyone to go to their house.

We both went inside and she told me to change my dress and she also went and changed her dress…she changed over to a nighty and I was in shorts she use to wear some times. We both had food and while having we fed each other with our hands…and just kept looking at each other. Both of us were more mature and more mentally strong. We washed up after having food and then sat on her bed. I asked her …do u remember me.

And she gave me a stare….in real anger. I took my purse out…and took out the piece of paper …….she gave me last time….it was crumpled….but still intact…I opened it…and showed it to her..and told her…I still want this love back….she saw the paper and cried…in that paper..it was written “I LOVE YOU” with her blood. Tears were there in each other’s eyes…and we knew this time..what we needed very well…as we melted together into an endless kiss….within seconds….clothes flung off and we both were naked. We both didn’t ask for permission….this was not the time to ask or talk…..i lied down and she lied on me….

I plugged my mouth to her pussy and started to lick and chew her with love vigorously…and she started to suck my cock….with a deep throat. She told me later she saw XXX movies in her college with her friends. We were in a lovely rhythm as we both got up and I told her…I want to be inside you….she told me…I have been waiting for 8 years….please fill me up….and I gladly obliged…spread her legs wide apart and place my 7” on the tip of her pussy. One stroke and half went through….and she yelled….tears coming out of her eyes….and another push….i was almost fully in her…..

She cried….but this time…with pain and pleasure….after a minute…she cried with pleasure as I started to hump her like a bull….we covered each other lips…and the room was filled up with our muffled groans and moans…..i started to speed up after fifteen minutes….hitting her too hard and she was all the more on fire lifting her ass to meet my stroke when I shot my load into her…..and she clinged to me…shrieking in my ears….and she spurted all over my dick.

This was starting of a new relationship……but as told to you guys….god never gave me what I wanted. She got married to another guy. A useless asshole…and still we are the husband and wife…as we realized we got married…8 years back in the middle of the night under the stars and moon…….sometimes…you need to do certain things which can be justified only by yourself and for yourself….i feel I belong to her…as much she belongs to me……as she carry’s my baby today. Her mom knows and I told her to fuck off from our life….YES….she is my Damini…..only mine….

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